Friday, September 29, 2006

Drunking Myself

Aihz. Crazy+ly i had the mood to drink myself out. Went down to the kitchen and check out the closet for some bailey. Suprisingly i saw Vodka. Decided to try it and pour 2 shots of the evil into the cup. Amanda didnt want me to drink alone and told Fushen to drink. lol! .. and off we went to 7/11 to buy Redbull to mix with the vodka. lol. Cool eh~.. we went back home and had a show of Fushen doing the RING OF FIRE actually it was fire thingy in the cup! =P.. unfortunately the Cup broke in the end cos it was too hot!... shit eh! Amanda had a sip of the vodka and kinda went drunk. hehe. i had 4 shots at the start. Fushen had 2 shots and claim that he has 3. USing the Jackass Jacky MEthod yo! tipu ppl!
We all had Roti Canai afterwards and i continue having the teapot of Vodka.
It weird! my hand started to become read RED! i mean like RED!!!!! . shocking! ..
Its cool that i can still blog now.. = = " .. and in the end i decided not to finish the whole teapot of vodka! .. My FOOT is going RED too! .. damn stress. im not as drunk like the 2nd Klubkandy! but i think im Allergic to Vodka! = = " stress la.!
It feels good to be alittle drunk. Not sure if im drunk thou cos i still know what im doing. IMagine! what if i forget i blogged.. it would be cool! but obviously i wont forget. = = "
I knew why i wanted to drink. i wanted to forget some stuff. i really wana forget and end it.
So sad.. before i drank i already wanted to cry out but couldnt. and now! ..= = the more i cant cry .
Shit man! i sound so depressed. prolly because i think about my problems more after telling all my secrets out.
Maybe secrets shouldve been left unknown and untold.


Stress night.. = = " go sleep! selamat malam to myself.

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