1 word. Just continue the journey.

No matter how many times i've complained :P ..
hehe i got many answers from how i got throught it.
Some listened until i felt okay again :) thanks
Some just gave some advice and keep me chilled with Chilled pills :) thanks
Some let me type the whole night even thou he's busy and stress about other stuffs :) thanks
Some takes me out for a drink or some exercise :) thanks
My Books lets me write and scribble in them :) thanks
My Chocolates made me felt better :) thanks
I love my family and friends... cos they are the one who made me feel better everytime i had an episode.
not to mention the one who i caused the episode on :) sorry

Who is there for him when im going throught all these emotions?
FatBoy, i will try and learn and be there for u when u feel all these so just let me in and dont be scared.

it is always the two way thing.
i gave so much lectures and my opinions this week that even my own problem appeared.
and i wouldnt let go, its something i have to go throught and i will handle it.
cos he is going throught the exact same thing.... and if he could do it.. i should be able to!
i remember many many many months ago where we have just started.. argued everyday about some particular stuff..
i tot i went back home crying all alone.. and im the only one thats sad...
after few weeks... ppl at he's work place told me how sad he was the whole night...
:( it wasnt just me alone...
Y u b
Y my family
Y my friends
:)


in the end i carried on .. even if it might be hopeless in the end.. but i trust that our love might .. maybe .. who knows? create something? ..
at least we are carrying the same luggage and going to that destination we love.

Dont know.

Dont know wats happenig anymore. emotions tension stress..
aihz.. nothing pushing me forward...
hmmm

Life

No Matter how shit and sad u feel sometimes...
You'll have no idea how u moved from One happy shot to Another.
:) loving it.