Already Different.

You make me so bloody damn speechless.
now, these few months,
You cant say ur mind is clear,
You cant say u know who is at fault
YOU CANT judge..
until..





you really let go. you'll get ur true answers
now= nothing.
i hope you could let this go...
cos even now i think my sister is doing better than YOU!
:) None the naggings~ and just try your best to let go~

= =

No matter how much u love that person or what you think about the future and so on...
just follow ur heart..
if u love the person .. just love...
You wouldnt wana look back and regret that you actually couldve done better. tried harder.

To REGRET what you HAVENT done????
or to REGRET something u have done???

which sounds better?
Doing nothing?
or doing SOMEthing?

:P

This was the question i asked myself before stepping into my relationship.
Half of my friends/family stopped me from starting a relationship which will have a bad ending.
and only a few says to just go with the flow and life is short ... why not?
and thanks to that.. i got in ... and thinkin back.. if i didnt even start it .. i will regret the rest of my life.
Cause no one knows what my future will be... it'll prolly be shit or i'll be with another guy
and the memory i have with him are jus arguments.
duh? .. so wat? At least i loved and i've learnt.
i remember regretting not telling my first love that i loved him as well..
and it felt so bad .. that until now... it haunts me sometimes~ lol

There was a long time ago .. i saw this bracelet in genting, i really wanted it, but i didnt buy.
i regret for many many many many years just because i didnt purchase it!
and i told so many ppl about my regret :( cos i liked it so much!
Well I was Lucky this time!
thanks to my beloved cousin Sunsun @@ i was surprise!!! she mailed it over to me!
and solve that regret of mine after so many years!!!
but Love isnt something u can purchase when u want..
it isnt something that someone could just send you when u regret.
It wont mean that it'll give you a second chances. Cos it wont be the same.
What if u regret the rest of ur life that u didnt tried or at least done better or love all you can?

You wouldnt know.. wat if there is no one standing in the future waiting for you..
or maybe the one in the future is already standin beside you?


:) .. life is short.. Just put the power to full and do all you can~

Raining again.

i kno.. again.. not outside...
but inside...
after the rain.. awaits for the rainbow ba..
i hate hate hate the rain...

Awkward =S

Being in the same class with ya ... ehem previous relationship.
Thats Awkward.. @@..

sometimes.

You just have to compromise..
work it out..
try wateva you can at least to improve this ..
I've tried even thou it didnt work out like i want it to be.. still..
im trying. forever.. i will try try try and improve us :) ..
Less arguments :) .. more Happy moments.. :P
misunderstandings wont be between our Luv~

^u^ Heart.

You wont know wat it truly is until you
really found one that makes you lose control.

then you'll learn...
starting from that day on....... you'll learn.....
alot. :)

Reminder :)

Study hard ..

Do it for u!!!

Do it for him~

no matter how hard it could be..

i will be able to snap another happy shot after the rain~

Y

Hansel & Gretel lost in the woods.

Yenyen & Kenneths Creates a witch Trap!! :P









:p the House was so failed man~ <3

Differences

to put Love more on him or on you?
or to Love her so you want her to love herself?
or to just love urself when ur with him?
love him cos he could provide for u?
love becos ur happy and not stressful?










:( .. wat i think is.. Love is just complicated and full of new feelings i could never expect.
most of all.. its being scared..
scared to lose the one u love in ur life.
and there is just tooooooooo many ppl i love in my life that im scared to lose ..
all of you :)
love u heaps. make my life whole

Study Now.

Bah Uni Starts and Codings filling up my mind..
Die die die .. i hate codes & programming..~
why the hell i choose IT ... = = ..
anyways .. add oil add oil!!!!!

:s .. bad weekly timetable as well.. aiyeee~~~~

Heart~

Self... Fish.

Love can make everyone turn bad or good.
some can make u realise how selfish you had been acting to ur other partner.
Me myself had been selfish to him in a very very bad way ...
still trying learning and hoping i could change my ways of loving him.
Recently after reading so much crap.. i figured
all along that blog has been writing about nothing good but mostly 80% bad about their partners.
A anniversary could be a complaint letter~
Some stuff that came out of love could be replaced as a burden you say you've returned.
wat is love? ..
SOmething u give and want something in return?
reminding someone how much u have done for them?
Making ur partner feel miserable? (maybe.. lol!)

man .. but all of those.. aihz..
wake up my friend.. = = ..
wasnt an anniversary suppose to be nice and sweet instead? ..

but thank you ..
reading all that make me treasure my B. more. cos perhaps i was acting as selfish as you were.

needa learn :)~