Frrreeakishly long hair~ ^^

Its a problem with girls who have long hair~ ..
Firstly - You cant have much designs.. its either fringe or fringe to the side or No fringe and go middle cut~
Secondly - Your hair is either curly or straight = =
Thirdly - You can Tie your hair in any shape or style you want like GAGA (which is like duh to me, cos i think i dont Suit tieing hair lorh, make my face look big LOLXD)

Most of all - .. You Mmm Seh Tak Cut it short!!! and u'll regret when ppl say u look so much better with long hair T_T.. done that! and regret max! ~

Well I really dont know what i can do to this hair~~ aishi!!

First step get my black roots dyed first ba! .. :P gonna go Find Leon now! :D wish me luck!

Painting ya Nails~

:P .. was doing some afternoon studying..~~
and i looked at my nails.. as i've puted a base coat and my nails has grown longer..
its been nearly 2 years i've left my nails ugly and short @@
and something came into my head thinking ..
If i painted pink on it will i study harder? :P
lol!! reminded me back when i was in qibt, there was a guy asking why i change my nail colours
everyweek!! .. and he said is it because it the colour would make my grades really good??
lol i laughed and say yea yea yea~
and he's like .. so if u wana get A's u paint all different colours on ur nails for exam?@@ .
and im like wtf?
and the other guys were like @@ this dude is crazy!
ohwells :p~ back ta study mood~ mid exams are scaryyy*** @@

:P ~

Who knows?

No one does... but you..
If you cant even judge properly... questioning others about it doesnt mean its the answer..
the answer is hidden deeply somewhere in ur heart...
its hard to unfold.. but time could probably make u realise the answer..
People ask .. how do u feel in ur heart?
I couldnt answer.. what if what i feel was illusion?
real or fake.. i really cannot differentiate the feelings i got..
This is how i felt .. strong.. but what if its just me? .. wat if i just blinded myself?
Just afraid... in the end.. the biggest enemy u have .. is urself?..
If i couldnt understand myself.. how could others?


A hug, support, advice and love... those will give a hand and help u stand up whenever u fall or seem lost..
and this is just what i got...

all the talkings is just suggestions... in the end ..
saying is easy .. doing is hard..
depending how much u want to fix the situation...
Who would know the clear picture? .. you? others? ...

No... Time will kno the clear picture...
and only time can create anything in the world..
It finds u the answer..

Who isnt a pessimist?

I sure know i am at times...
SOme ppl choose to be pessimistic at times... as they wana feel shit..
and i tell you what.. This is not the fucking time for you to be a pessimist and make me feel so fucking shit.



END.!

A long letter.

..
Recently ...
had too much stuff going in the mind...
send alot of sms....and got no result whats so ever~
.. and now....
after talking for a long long time...
i decided to make a appointment for us to talk as well..
there will never be time..

My own position in life.. where i stand...
and the position i am in he's heart...
the time we have to just relax... spend some time..
but no...

im tired.. i wish this will all be over..