Life...

We study, or else we work...
:p been applying for new jobs and shit..
for some reason ... my agent help me .. and i ended up working in a office ..
half receptionist? i have no idea~.. well its a start :)
Next min my sis's friend offers me a job in airport~...
:p.. the pay damn great! .. now i have 2 jobs ..~
Loving my life... @@
oppotunity always comes if you make the first move~ ...
same goes with ur studies.. u'll pass if you make an effort :p ..
bahaha
phew .. lucky i aint disappointing people that much now :)~ hehe



Camwhore @ work lolXD

:) Mini Cooper

I've always wanted a mini Cooper...
My Favourite car, reasons are the multiple colours u can choose from,
and designs inside the interior, and some personalised assesories... a dream car for me lol
lol after checking out all those 2nd hand cars few years back ... i've kinda lost hope..
So ... in the end i just wish i could find a guy who would buy me a mini in the future :)
apparently my first bf had a mini .. and .. ewww @@ ... kinda hated mini suddenly ..
Oh wells~ ....
Recently .. when me and ken walked around the streets or perhaps checking out car,
he would always mention that he would buy me a mini~ ..
and he insist on buying a red one! ..
oh well~~ its just a dream~ :)
until ytd~ .. when i finish my shift .. on my desk packing up my equipments ..
Kenneth came over and ask if i wanted my mini Cooper .. @@
i was like.. lol... Duh~~~~~~ .."continue pack up" ..
and he puts this TOY Car Mini Cooper on my Desk~ ..
and i was like " wtf? " = = ""
and he ask me to look properly ...
and ... ^^...
It was a Mini CoOper USB Drive~~~ :)
Ken" .. Ur christmas Present ahhhhh" lol
Even thou its not the real thing :)... still .. it made my day~~~ .. lol
at least it was something special i reckon~.. not just a toy~ but something i could use :P
he used he's friends account ta ebay it lolXD ..

Love u Bitch =3= , keke imma still waiting for the real big ThiNG :D!

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

:p He's Younger Days

Hehe was asking bb to Send some of he's Piccy's Over there!! ..

lolXD

this is one of it ~

My Baby Gou Fu CHeng!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah!! LOL!

missing u even more bb!! ^^

stupid girl

How can i be so stupid hey?
How can i just accept the blames...
It wasnt suppose to turn out like that...
It wasnt even my intention...
wanting to hear few words.. ended up being a torture during the process...
i literally hate u ..

buahahaha

Havent done this in a long long time @@
when you make up and dress up for nothing and Camwhore LOLXD

keke :p posted up one!
Seriously gotta go back ta study Muahx! =3=~

Medical Care @@

Finally had my last injection done..
so exxy~~
150 bucks for a injection and altogether u need 3 injections :s
~~ finally over ~~

Feeling of Accomplishment :D

:p very first time and in a very fast pace i taught Kina how ta Shake Hands, Sit, lye Down, RollOver, and GumShot Pose ~~
Feeling happy as the pup u taught does what you say or sometime doesnt but he knows it inside~..
German Shephard perhaps are much much much smarter than any other dogs i've taught long long long time ago`...
or ...
is it because now that im older.. i have new ways to handle a pet? @@ ..
hmm ..
bad experience of teaching bibi sit.. = = .. he ended up falling asleep sitting! ...

:p smart Kina~ .. now i really have to toilet train him ~~ yeeesh~~

Coincidence~

Its a matter of time when it comes to understanding your partner~ and for them to understand you~..

There was once when i was stressing over exams and my whole brain is thinking of the sweet potatoes in market square.. like omg..

i really wanted to ring kenneth up to tell him to buy it for me! .. but i was in the middle of the tuition .. and my time are running out as its getting later and later..

and i thought.. hmm .. aihz .. next time then~..

Ken came back home~ .. and hold a pack of sweet potatoes!!! @@ and i was like

i dont think i even hinted him or told him i wanted it! ^3^!! felt the instant sweetness keke

its a matter of time when people can start reading each others mind .. or even dont @@. im not sure..

still think it was a shock as i ask how did he know~!.. and he say he didnt @@ .. coincidence~

lol

its fun and heartwarming when u kno the person ur caring for is caring for u at the same time~..

when ur preparing food for him.. he is also preparing it for u at the same time.. and both in a shock as the food Doubles up :)~

Dont bite ya lips.

Today was thinking..
wow a good day .. a good mood.. time to blog something happy ..
and life is always as it is..
the amount of happiness u get... u'll have the same amount of sadness.. on the same day.
geez..
why hey?

Phew!!

Today after having my 3 deferred exams for so long..
i checked my results..
been avoiding to check it .. cos i had low self confidence of what the outcome would be..
Keke To my suprised I passed it all!!! PHEW!!!!!!! i see clear sky shining upon me!!! LOLXD
3 exams all done within 2 days isnt really an easy JOB!!
damn ... studying like a maniac for those few weeks really made me real Stressed out!!(SUPER stressed like can stress ppl who even walk near me lol)
Luckily the outcome was GoOOd!! keke!! ..
actually when i was doing the exam... i was scared to have hopes that i would pass it ~ ..
cos everytime i think i would pass.. geez.. it gave me a Shock and disappointment!
But this time :)!!!!! Damn~~ i lurve this feeling hehe~ .. all those hardwork!!!
^0^! YippY Yeh Yeh!!

Frrreeakishly long hair~ ^^

Its a problem with girls who have long hair~ ..
Firstly - You cant have much designs.. its either fringe or fringe to the side or No fringe and go middle cut~
Secondly - Your hair is either curly or straight = =
Thirdly - You can Tie your hair in any shape or style you want like GAGA (which is like duh to me, cos i think i dont Suit tieing hair lorh, make my face look big LOLXD)

Most of all - .. You Mmm Seh Tak Cut it short!!! and u'll regret when ppl say u look so much better with long hair T_T.. done that! and regret max! ~

Well I really dont know what i can do to this hair~~ aishi!!

First step get my black roots dyed first ba! .. :P gonna go Find Leon now! :D wish me luck!

Painting ya Nails~

:P .. was doing some afternoon studying..~~
and i looked at my nails.. as i've puted a base coat and my nails has grown longer..
its been nearly 2 years i've left my nails ugly and short @@
and something came into my head thinking ..
If i painted pink on it will i study harder? :P
lol!! reminded me back when i was in qibt, there was a guy asking why i change my nail colours
everyweek!! .. and he said is it because it the colour would make my grades really good??
lol i laughed and say yea yea yea~
and he's like .. so if u wana get A's u paint all different colours on ur nails for exam?@@ .
and im like wtf?
and the other guys were like @@ this dude is crazy!
ohwells :p~ back ta study mood~ mid exams are scaryyy*** @@

:P ~

Who knows?

No one does... but you..
If you cant even judge properly... questioning others about it doesnt mean its the answer..
the answer is hidden deeply somewhere in ur heart...
its hard to unfold.. but time could probably make u realise the answer..
People ask .. how do u feel in ur heart?
I couldnt answer.. what if what i feel was illusion?
real or fake.. i really cannot differentiate the feelings i got..
This is how i felt .. strong.. but what if its just me? .. wat if i just blinded myself?
Just afraid... in the end.. the biggest enemy u have .. is urself?..
If i couldnt understand myself.. how could others?


A hug, support, advice and love... those will give a hand and help u stand up whenever u fall or seem lost..
and this is just what i got...

all the talkings is just suggestions... in the end ..
saying is easy .. doing is hard..
depending how much u want to fix the situation...
Who would know the clear picture? .. you? others? ...

No... Time will kno the clear picture...
and only time can create anything in the world..
It finds u the answer..

Who isnt a pessimist?

I sure know i am at times...
SOme ppl choose to be pessimistic at times... as they wana feel shit..
and i tell you what.. This is not the fucking time for you to be a pessimist and make me feel so fucking shit.



END.!

A long letter.

..
Recently ...
had too much stuff going in the mind...
send alot of sms....and got no result whats so ever~
.. and now....
after talking for a long long time...
i decided to make a appointment for us to talk as well..
there will never be time..

My own position in life.. where i stand...
and the position i am in he's heart...
the time we have to just relax... spend some time..
but no...

im tired.. i wish this will all be over..

YOU.

are the biggest distraction of my life!
are the most annoying prick!
are the most stupid asshole i've ever seen!
are the hardest person to communicate in the world!
have everything i hate and yet everything i love

i hate u.



fucking hell.. im literally annoyed and distracted! must study!

My 21st with the best people in the world!

a sneak peek first hehe


Blog soon ;) ..

i Shall call it...

Canon!! ( kenneth?canon?get it?)
ok la cold cold lol!
Anyways ~~ im naming my new Camera Canon IXUS 130 CANON :P
or Caneth ! XD lol
ok .. when i first saw it .. i was drawn to the pink colour .. lolXD shocking hot pink!
BUt ken gave me a surprise and bought me a little blackie @@
= = .. so stoned .. straight away i ask if i could change it .. @@ hehe
was thinkin he would never ever buy me camera anymore.. since i neglected the first Camera he bought me!
could believe @@ .. he still did .. hehe ..~~
took me alot of effort to let him say YES to change colour..
to him PInk is so old and ugly .. @@ .. ..
it was until i went to the shop and saw the pink again .
disappointly .. erm .. yes .. it was a little TOO Dark Pink .. X(
soooo I kept my little Blackie :P .. Despite the colOUR...
I LURVED THE FUNCTIONS!!!!!! :P
especially Miniature Effect! ..
it Blurs the Top and Bottom part of the picture :P ..its actually Fun! .. upload picy below! ehe!

MIniature Effect :p~ .. see how it blurs :P

Normal but brighter mode :P B & I!

My Own custom colour :p .. PuppY!!!

Baby FLower :)

MIniature Effect :D

MIniature Effect :p~

Bright :P

Miniature!!!!! hehe Larry's Cooking!!!funny cos..
When we ask why all red.. he say " cos all of u pmsing .. " LOL .. ERM..
BLOOODY~~~~~

NightScene with Flash!! Hot Kenken!

Thanx B for the Camer :) i neglect it no more X} hehe

NightScene No Flash!

CooliOs Effect!!

:P~

Aku aku & AKu! :P
been having alot of trouble having a camera i could take out 24hr .. to clubs or wateva ..
Now my troubles are solve kekeke!! SLR too big for me to bring to clubs .. = = .. and its weird!
:) HAppY PapPy NaPpY!!

Lurved the Camera :P .. not the best but it takes Decent Photos in 14.1 Megapixels ;)
with new functions i certainly addicted to!! YY

MEmOrY ParTy

GirlS & SIngle Guys Day Out (hahhaha cos larry came :p)!
wuahaha didnt upload much here :p .. just some snipsnap shots! keke!

Yey!! ThaNks to HowArd!!!!!

The Girls of the NIgHT! hahahahhahaha we're the first to rock the dance floor K!

:D:D! we're the VIPS! :D!

Last Grouppy Piccy!
Had a great Night! hahaha ~ Y

Sunday Market #2

Back to the sunday market again for our second sale of Items! keke!

this time with more toys! more clothes :P~ & higher prices
Mum say to sell at least $5- $10 for the clothes!!
But .. aishi .. we put is to $4 and $5! ..
in the end .. still couldnt sell much till we changed it to $3 for everything .. @@ hmm~

very serious lookin kenneth!

this time we're not as tired as the first time to the market!!;)!

see see !!! .. eyes not that sleepy! kekeke!

hehe The market!! went to shop and i got a brand New valleyGirl top!!
for 10$ !! the original tag still on!! used to be 24$!! hohohohoho!

Clap Clap Clap to us !! :) .. $200.50!!! hehehehe ..
in the end we still fail to sell the stuff in a higher price!!..
found out all the asians tend to bargain more.. damn bitch!
3 dollar top they wana bargain until 1 buck! FUCK U!!! .. damn mahai piss wan lo!
already so cheap and still wana cut down! .. FUCK U!!! .. = = ..
Some customers were friendly . and i've see before since 2 weeks ago! .. :) so nice them!
there was another customer who bargain a PS2 to $13!
Fuck! kenneth say $15 for the PS2, and $20 for the whole set!
the Bitch bargain till $13 for the freakin whole shit!
mahai!.. and my good good customer heard us!! and whilst the Bitch went off to get $13!
my nice customer asked if she could buy it off us for $20 .. @@
and kenneth straight away say yes @@ omg..
and shes like " .. its ok .. just tell the other lady ur not selling to her anymore " ~~
bahh and the lady came back.. kenneth ran away( this guy .. i guess im da Boss in charge!!) ..
omfg .. she lecture like 10-15 mins.. i reckon it was long..

Start of convo:
she" $13 i wan my game"
me" har? wat game?"
she" the game the guy sell me~"
me" sorry we have no game here wat u talking about?
she" the guy sell me $13 for the game he say it where is it "
me " oh .. the game i already sold it!"
she" .. what? but he say he already sell to me!"
me" sorry he didnt tell me .. how much did he sell you for?
she" he say $13!"
me" .. oh im sorry i WOUld NEVEr ever let him sell the PS2 for that price i told him from the start that It is not Allowed... at least $20 for that PS2!"
she " but he sell me $13 dola... he canot Do that! he is no Good! "
me " sorry it wasnt him .. i didnt kno he sold it to u for such low price.. another lady already buy for $20 "
she " But he sell me already bla bla bla( anyways she just keep saying that)"
me " sorry .. or next week or something we get u another cheap PS2 .. but i cannot help .. cos i tell HIm he is not allowed to sell so cheap! it is PS2!! "

THANK GOD!! she got tired and left.. = = ... ppl were starting to draw their eyes over here!!!
felt abit guilty .. but man .. she is really a bitch .. PS2 for whole set and $13 bucks..
over da line .. i rather be a bitch and get scold for rather than letting kenneth sell it like that!
those Bargain ppl!.... hate it .. lurve my customer the Most!!! shes so nice ... not only she buy PS2 from our original price .. even some jewels also! never bargain! .. I LIKE!
man that bitch had too keep nagging like shit .. mahai!!
and i was really in a very nice tone and say sorry many times~~~ too late!!..
next time i shud put a message .. if u wana bargain .. u have to pay now.. or its sold to higher Bidder! :P
i personally didnt really wana sell the stuff to another lady for $20 bucks.. but man the bitch really went to far hey ... 13 bucks.. hmm .. i need to re-evaluate this..
it was kenneth who sold to her.. and i have a say in this .. = = .. no is no man~~
making me feel better, she didnt pay yet.. = = so?

IM Da BOSSS!! :D .. lol ...
think few weeks later could go market with geoff and them selling together hehe seems fun!

Going out with JayZ!

hehehe to start the day of with a Camwhore Piccy!

and then with my nephew akakaka!

got ready ta go for Movie!! :D SHREK Last Chapter~

My ring still Shines~~ hoho~^^

:P look at Jay~~ shake head*

:D!!! Totally funny & love it!!! Must Watch this movie!!!
nearly cried! no idea why @@ so "Gan Ren!"

hehe mY stocking~~~~~

Took jay to the park where grandmaa used to live!! :p

Jayden before sliding on the Pole!!

Love this shot !! :p promoting NIKE!!!

can you see what this is? .. hehehe YK!

still Young in the heart eh Ken! :p~

trying to take a pic of Jay in the Hat!!! .. butbut .. aishi!! the chair! no effect liao!

Lastly!!! a pic with Baby!!! .. Taken by JAyden Tan! :D

It was a nice day after all~ :)~~~~~~ Y

A trip to the Art Gallery :)

Went to the gallery sudenly cos ken wana see da Ron Mueck's Art lol!

yeaps.. this is what he wanted to do with it ..~

There were more poses in he's mind.. just that there were TOOO many people around

:P .. aihz.. really too many people on a weekend~

Had to warn him not to touch it!! @@ .. nearly lifted the blanket! lol

Swim with the tiny fellow~

:P i like this one the most.. hehehe .. the blue blue pool!

Ugly hairless Chicken :(

didnt take much in ROn Mueck and looked around~
Ken and 2 aboriginals.. too bad no real! if not the boobs will fly out one!! lol

lol he call me to take photo with the guys~~

Some art ~~ lol aku looking like a pro with arts lolXD

:P its cute from far~~!! honestly!

i like these.. something i think i would do back in highschooL! :D

hohohohohoho!!! if only the glass wasnt there!!!
Couldve took so much nicer camwhore shots AKAKAKA !

:P No touching .. nah-ah!

when u play the flute.. the hand will slide out... @@

AKu & the View~~

Peace! :D!

Me and B!

he tot i was having a Pouty Pose!

Nice la nice la~ .. Action #1

Action # 2 ... ok i like this one

Action # 3 .. lolXD max! ... he had another shot of this with he's top lifted uP!
Confidential .. if posted will be killed lol

YEng! .. = = i wanted to have a pic like this!! .. instead of non-stop shots..
he took he's time angle-ing until i sien and dont wana pose = ="

:P MOve move! move the Cart if u can!

lol!

BIG SUper DUper CUTE BUNNY!!!

Me and the BUnny~ hehe .. if there werent so much ppl!
would be so much better.. aihz!!

SOme photo Digi area :P

sooo elegant~~~ .. and its the original size of the piano!
Omfg .. so big and still able to glued tight on the Seals Nose!

You rock like that seal babeh! hehe

:)!!!!!! thanks to me .. he gets a niceee shot~~

Having some Coffee break in a beautiful outside area!! view of the Bridge!

=3=~~

Good service~~ hehe

Mochaaa~~~~

later on went to this Hat Gallery :P

Puhehehehehe!! not sure if im allowed! but anyways!

Theres some hat making area for kids and adults!! all free!! .. so nice~~
They are able to randomly customise a hat with papers given~

The Models on top!! all out of paperss :p!

kekek! .. have to take a pic of this!

= = ... erm .. :P my stupid idea.. but i like it hehehehehe very sampatish

went to the Dinosaur thingy .. @@ sooo pretttty !

All about Sea Turtles~ so cute!

:P Stick ur head up there!

KENASAUR!!!

hehehe pretty good job from my camera~~ the Battery ranout like after this! ~
Had fun at the gallery after the last visit like 4-5 yrs ago!!!
Missed it!!! brings back memories from highschool .. ~~ aishi!!

^^ Thanks B i had a great time taking piccy !! hehe YYY