Prejudice?

Honestly, is this what you called prejudice?
Disliking a person for being such a dickhead and jerkface?
Actions speaks louder than words, and he's actions were shit.
Even now i see no improvements.
and because of that.. u eventually gain no respects from US.
its what you do that made me react this way.
So fucking do not disturb me in the middle of the fucking night when im trying to get good rest!
Asshole.
i do not wish to be part of it so fucking dont bug my life.


ur phone will be officially saved in the list and Ignored during midnights.

Random post

:P since someone's been complaining lol!

Muai different color cons! :P ..
the left eye and right eye are both diff colors.. = ="" ..
i guess i lost the other half of it lo..
soo might just camwhore abit with the leftovers ekeke
Camwhore & throw away~ :p at least i used it.. lol

Drink like Before!

18/04/2010

:p .. old times old fun~ again! hehe
Happy birthday Nah kellYYY

Time flYs~

Last Year of today i said Yes to the start of relationship.
and from that day we think of wat would happen with he's 1 year holiday visa comes to an end.
and our answer was just to spend everyday together as much as we could..
in the end .. we wanted to stay longer ... visa complications.. problems occur..
he's days to leave was getting closer... everything seemed like its coming to an end..
finally .. it was us who saved us..
its not fate that force us to break it.. cos we tried everything we could .. and we did it :)

its such a mystery how we ended up together...
we didnt talk more than 10 sentences when we knew each other..
all we did was hitting each other heads and then he would runaway ..@@
and the sparks just came :)

when i first notice him ..
he seemed like a dark/angry/speechless dude.. @@
giving everyone the bad attitude while serving us .. lol
i never really notice the waiterboy cos i concerntratde on my ktv and games lol!
it was when i went ta Klubkandy and some random guy hits my head.. @@ ..
then i notice it was the waiterboy from echoes .. :P geez hey~
and people from echoes starts telling me stuff about him liking me..
and at that time i was so depressed as my close friends left me~...
Bryan accompanied me to echoes for some random session of singing..
and this waiterboy came in himself and ask us wat we'd like to drink
and then from that day on ... i start to get free drinks lolXD
and this guy memorised my birthday...
still i did not know he's name... @@ .. i just named him waiterboy for that whole month!
Sharon and i would be guessing what his name would be..lol . lmao!
and it was a week before we were together that Sharon! .. lol! she found he's name in FaceBOOK!
Facebook is sure Scary! .. damn~~
I didnt kno anything about him except hes name, and i thought he was like at least 18 years old!!
lol. and wonder why i liked him @@ .. oh god...
i guess its from all the hitting and running and covering he's face when he sees me @@

Our first date was weird as...
We're mainly strangers .. well to me we were, cos i knew nothing about him, but he knew alot about me
going for dinner .. feeding each other lol! like newbie relationship max .. wana pukeLOL
and on that day it was also the first time to have a real conversation with him .. lol!
i guess we just clicked into it .. :P

Our Very First PIcture. lol

and now ..~~


when u like someone.. and that someone likes u back... its just magical how things just falls into place.
Happy Anniversary again mybitch..Y

Anniversary~

14/04/10
:)
Sadly we both had lotsa studying to do :(
Only had time to take some sticky piccy for the day...~

keke only had last min plans for some 2 people dinnah!
& then head off to the Ferris Wheel :P~





Time just flies to fast when u have someone for you everyday :P

The Last Year of Today..

What was i doing?
9.00+ PM: Preparing all the make up, dressing.. for Easter Klubkandy :p~

12.00+ AM: First muah muah (:

Wishing you a very..

:)!

EgGtarts Piccy!

EggTartS! :P

heehee Made EggTarts Todayeee with B! :p~
First Go! & Ratings were pretttty good? keke!
Upload piccy SoOn!

Already Different.

You make me so bloody damn speechless.
now, these few months,
You cant say ur mind is clear,
You cant say u know who is at fault
YOU CANT judge..
until..





you really let go. you'll get ur true answers
now= nothing.
i hope you could let this go...
cos even now i think my sister is doing better than YOU!
:) None the naggings~ and just try your best to let go~

= =

No matter how much u love that person or what you think about the future and so on...
just follow ur heart..
if u love the person .. just love...
You wouldnt wana look back and regret that you actually couldve done better. tried harder.

To REGRET what you HAVENT done????
or to REGRET something u have done???

which sounds better?
Doing nothing?
or doing SOMEthing?

:P

This was the question i asked myself before stepping into my relationship.
Half of my friends/family stopped me from starting a relationship which will have a bad ending.
and only a few says to just go with the flow and life is short ... why not?
and thanks to that.. i got in ... and thinkin back.. if i didnt even start it .. i will regret the rest of my life.
Cause no one knows what my future will be... it'll prolly be shit or i'll be with another guy
and the memory i have with him are jus arguments.
duh? .. so wat? At least i loved and i've learnt.
i remember regretting not telling my first love that i loved him as well..
and it felt so bad .. that until now... it haunts me sometimes~ lol

There was a long time ago .. i saw this bracelet in genting, i really wanted it, but i didnt buy.
i regret for many many many many years just because i didnt purchase it!
and i told so many ppl about my regret :( cos i liked it so much!
Well I was Lucky this time!
thanks to my beloved cousin Sunsun @@ i was surprise!!! she mailed it over to me!
and solve that regret of mine after so many years!!!
but Love isnt something u can purchase when u want..
it isnt something that someone could just send you when u regret.
It wont mean that it'll give you a second chances. Cos it wont be the same.
What if u regret the rest of ur life that u didnt tried or at least done better or love all you can?

You wouldnt know.. wat if there is no one standing in the future waiting for you..
or maybe the one in the future is already standin beside you?


:) .. life is short.. Just put the power to full and do all you can~

Raining again.

i kno.. again.. not outside...
but inside...
after the rain.. awaits for the rainbow ba..
i hate hate hate the rain...

Awkward =S

Being in the same class with ya ... ehem previous relationship.
Thats Awkward.. @@..