Raining again.

i kno.. again.. not outside...
but inside...
after the rain.. awaits for the rainbow ba..
i hate hate hate the rain...

Awkward =S

Being in the same class with ya ... ehem previous relationship.
Thats Awkward.. @@..

sometimes.

You just have to compromise..
work it out..
try wateva you can at least to improve this ..
I've tried even thou it didnt work out like i want it to be.. still..
im trying. forever.. i will try try try and improve us :) ..
Less arguments :) .. more Happy moments.. :P
misunderstandings wont be between our Luv~

^u^ Heart.

You wont know wat it truly is until you
really found one that makes you lose control.

then you'll learn...
starting from that day on....... you'll learn.....
alot. :)

Reminder :)

Study hard ..

Do it for u!!!

Do it for him~

no matter how hard it could be..

i will be able to snap another happy shot after the rain~

Y

Hansel & Gretel lost in the woods.

Yenyen & Kenneths Creates a witch Trap!! :P









:p the House was so failed man~ <3

Differences

to put Love more on him or on you?
or to Love her so you want her to love herself?
or to just love urself when ur with him?
love him cos he could provide for u?
love becos ur happy and not stressful?










:( .. wat i think is.. Love is just complicated and full of new feelings i could never expect.
most of all.. its being scared..
scared to lose the one u love in ur life.
and there is just tooooooooo many ppl i love in my life that im scared to lose ..
all of you :)
love u heaps. make my life whole

Study Now.

Bah Uni Starts and Codings filling up my mind..
Die die die .. i hate codes & programming..~
why the hell i choose IT ... = = ..
anyways .. add oil add oil!!!!!

:s .. bad weekly timetable as well.. aiyeee~~~~

Heart~

Self... Fish.

Love can make everyone turn bad or good.
some can make u realise how selfish you had been acting to ur other partner.
Me myself had been selfish to him in a very very bad way ...
still trying learning and hoping i could change my ways of loving him.
Recently after reading so much crap.. i figured
all along that blog has been writing about nothing good but mostly 80% bad about their partners.
A anniversary could be a complaint letter~
Some stuff that came out of love could be replaced as a burden you say you've returned.
wat is love? ..
SOmething u give and want something in return?
reminding someone how much u have done for them?
Making ur partner feel miserable? (maybe.. lol!)

man .. but all of those.. aihz..
wake up my friend.. = = ..
wasnt an anniversary suppose to be nice and sweet instead? ..

but thank you ..
reading all that make me treasure my B. more. cos perhaps i was acting as selfish as you were.

needa learn :)~

1 word. Just continue the journey.

No matter how many times i've complained :P ..
hehe i got many answers from how i got throught it.
Some listened until i felt okay again :) thanks
Some just gave some advice and keep me chilled with Chilled pills :) thanks
Some let me type the whole night even thou he's busy and stress about other stuffs :) thanks
Some takes me out for a drink or some exercise :) thanks
My Books lets me write and scribble in them :) thanks
My Chocolates made me felt better :) thanks
I love my family and friends... cos they are the one who made me feel better everytime i had an episode.
not to mention the one who i caused the episode on :) sorry

Who is there for him when im going throught all these emotions?
FatBoy, i will try and learn and be there for u when u feel all these so just let me in and dont be scared.

it is always the two way thing.
i gave so much lectures and my opinions this week that even my own problem appeared.
and i wouldnt let go, its something i have to go throught and i will handle it.
cos he is going throught the exact same thing.... and if he could do it.. i should be able to!
i remember many many many months ago where we have just started.. argued everyday about some particular stuff..
i tot i went back home crying all alone.. and im the only one thats sad...
after few weeks... ppl at he's work place told me how sad he was the whole night...
:( it wasnt just me alone...
Y u b
Y my family
Y my friends
:)


in the end i carried on .. even if it might be hopeless in the end.. but i trust that our love might .. maybe .. who knows? create something? ..
at least we are carrying the same luggage and going to that destination we love.

Dont know.

Dont know wats happenig anymore. emotions tension stress..
aihz.. nothing pushing me forward...
hmmm

Life

No Matter how shit and sad u feel sometimes...
You'll have no idea how u moved from One happy shot to Another.
:) loving it.