Part 2.

Stresser than ever.
= = just heard from rubbz that its gonna be raining on the whole trip.
Bad starting of the trip.. wat about the rest?
i need some time...
some time alone...
i miss peace.















words cant express how shit i feel now.
falling apart...

How long can u resist?

= = man so so so super fking annoyed.
Everyday nag everyday yell everyday everyday .. every single freakin day.
When u think today is such a good sunny day ... there will alwayz be someone who yells at u
and screws it all up.
Fark man?
even when u wana leave ur juices in the fridge so u can finish it up later.. u'll get yelled at.
What is the mighty freakin big fridge for?
Mahai if i cant even leave my drink in there for a min then wtf is all the cold drinks in there for?
some ppl get to move out and miss out all the freakin yelling.
Plz acknowledge how i feel staying in this freakin noisy house 24hrs.
When will my peace come back again.. = = ...
when? when? WHEN!! WHEN DA FARK ITS GONA COME BACK!!!!!!
im farking annoyed i've been yelled at not almost.. But YES! everysingle freakin day.
Small tiny stuff.. and do u kno how annoying is that?
i wonder why would u wana yell at someone with something so small to argue about..
why make all that farking fuss?
its just something small .. why make such a Big freakin deal?
Im just tired and i have no one to stress it out to! ..
for the past few weeks i've been yelled so many times im kinda tired to TALK!
I even get yell by going to work! (driving situation)
and when thats solve i literally had to ask my Family to pick me up from work..
and what do i get? ...
I get yelled by asking . ( for gods sake how could i fucking kno its gonna be busy that day? )
Fucking hell .. no work .. u'll get fucked..
got work.... u'll still get fucked..
then wat the fuck should u do?
just shut up and be a invisible person is the best.
at least u wont be pressure every fucking second of the day that u MIght .. maybe get yelled again!?
wheres the fucking love come from? yelling?
come on .. not 24 fucking hours okay .
im just so pissed!!!
i have to be pressure how my bf blend into the ppl and be pressured when i will get yelled .. my god.
fucking pressure makes me wana move out .. = =
at least its not 24 hrs fucking yelling ... maybe only 3-4 hours a day.. = =


Im tired. she and he are getting old... = = .. the older they get the more yelling u'll get.

New Year Resolution

1. Find a proper better job so that we can get over this yr without financial problems
2. Save up some Money for Vacation! :) . Thailand? i hope!
3. Improve my studies!!
4. try not to be a FNF lol .. aihz.
5. go to the Beach at least 3 times!!!! .. mY god. 2009 i only went to the beach once!
Thats all i can thing of for now :D but yeah at least theres something right?
hehe HappY New Year! YY

New Year 2010

Hopefully everyone will have a better year especially those who had lotsa car debts in 2009! lol
:) Had fun drinkin till sunrise ....

Xmas :)

Had a lovely one with B~ :P
Love d pressies hehe!

Do you love me today?

K: B~~~ Do you love me today???
Y: ......... maybeee........

and then all of a sudden he goes dog day afternoon at me = = ...
Ruby and i were sharin our answers .. lol! and i've learnt some new ones LOL!

1# I'll love you tomoro ( this is my fav!!^^ i'll find a chane to say it when im pissy mood! lol)



B... I heart u always even if u make me so pissed off at times. =3=

another day... soon to b another yr.

life just keeps going on no matter wat situation ur stuck in..
hopefully it'll be a better yr...
Green tea & Lemon flew away .....
hopefully their doing alright in the new environment and can handle wild life well~~
:)

Dont kno how.

mi ont a ogod fg.
i eckorn htis nglo sidtncae alrietonpshi sujt ondt krow orf em.
i usges i earlyl ened meti ot erlna.


Lost in the imaginery world.........................
lost........

Differences.

Everything seemed different when it comes ta LDr.
Felt like im with someone else..
a different person..
a someone i do not like nor love.
its shocking how an environment could change you into.
Feeling single for a reason as if my partner has gone to a place i cant get hold of..
i miss the person that came into my heart....




slowly... slowly.........
moving...


away.

Dont understand.

heard from somewhere somehow..
if you love something.. set it free..
time to let go ....

Some people = = .......

They wana PISs you off..
Mahai bitch! .. knnccb!

Afraid

SOmetimes u hope for the best and wish things would turn out right.
But there is alwayz a feeling inside you that reminds u what ur afraid of might just come true..
Im scared......
Alot of things i cant just leave it for luck to handle..
BUt that might be what i just need... a miracle...

:( hopefully everything everything everthing goes well...

bitch.

you alwayz keep me frustrated and annoyed!!!.. = =
idiotbOdoh.