Living in a imaginary world

HapPy Cny 2012!!!

2012-01-23T16:34:00.000+10:00

HopeFully! i'll open my brain and start Creating a New BloGskin :p~ .. hehe
been Damn lazy!
Wish all the best to everyone i love and hoping everything will go well and smoothly this yr !! :D ~

Life...

2010-12-13T22:59:00.005+10:00

We study, or else we work...
:p been applying for new jobs and shit..
for some reason ... my agent help me .. and i ended up working in a office ..
half receptionist? i have no idea~.. well its a start :)
Next min my sis's friend offers me a job in airport~...
:p.. the pay damn great! .. now i have 2 jobs ..~
Loving my life... @@
oppotunity always comes if you make the first move~ ...
same goes with ur studies.. u'll pass if you make an effort :p ..
bahaha
phew .. lucky i aint disappointing people that much now :)~ hehe

Camwhore @ work lolXD

:) Mini Cooper

2010-12-10T12:57:00.006+10:00

I've always wanted a mini Cooper...
My Favourite car, reasons are the multiple colours u can choose from,
and designs inside the interior, and some personalised assesories... a dream car for me lol
lol after checking out all those 2nd hand cars few years back ... i've kinda lost hope..
So ... in the end i just wish i could find a guy who would buy me a mini in the future :)
apparently my first bf had a mini .. and .. ewww @@ ... kinda hated mini suddenly ..
Oh wells~ ....
Recently .. when me and ken walked around the streets or perhaps checking out car,
he would always mention that he would buy me a mini~ ..
and he insist on buying a red one! ..
oh well~~ its just a dream~ :)
until ytd~ .. when i finish my shift .. on my desk packing up my equipments ..
Kenneth came over and ask if i wanted my mini Cooper .. @@
i was like.. lol... Duh~~~~~~ .."continue pack up" ..
and he puts this TOY Car Mini Cooper on my Desk~ ..
and i was like " wtf? " = = ""
and he ask me to look properly ...
and ... ^^...
It was a Mini CoOper USB Drive~~~ :)
Ken" .. Ur christmas Present ahhhhh" lol
Even thou its not the real thing :)... still .. it made my day~~~ .. lol
at least it was something special i reckon~.. not just a toy~ but something i could use :P
he used he's friends account ta ebay it lolXD ..

Love u Bitch =3= , keke imma still waiting for the real big ThiNG :D!

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

:p He's Younger Days

2010-11-05T13:51:00.005+10:00

Hehe was asking bb to Send some of he's Piccy's Over there!! ..

lolXD

this is one of it ~

My Baby Gou Fu CHeng!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah!! LOL!

missing u even more bb!! ^^

stupid girl

2010-11-01T04:59:00.002+10:00

How can i be so stupid hey?
How can i just accept the blames...
It wasnt suppose to turn out like that...
It wasnt even my intention...
wanting to hear few words.. ended up being a torture during the process...
i literally hate u ..

buahahaha

2010-10-22T19:56:00.002+10:00

Havent done this in a long long time @@
when you make up and dress up for nothing and Camwhore LOLXD

keke :p posted up one!
Seriously gotta go back ta study Muahx! =3=~

Medical Care @@

2010-10-21T14:18:00.001+10:00

Finally had my last injection done..
so exxy~~
150 bucks for a injection and altogether u need 3 injections :s
~~ finally over ~~

Feeling of Accomplishment :D

2010-10-18T23:23:00.003+10:00

:p very first time and in a very fast pace i taught Kina how ta Shake Hands, Sit, lye Down, RollOver, and GumShot Pose ~~
Feeling happy as the pup u taught does what you say or sometime doesnt but he knows it inside~..
German Shephard perhaps are much much much smarter than any other dogs i've taught long long long time ago`...
or ...
is it because now that im older.. i have new ways to handle a pet? @@ ..
hmm ..
bad experience of teaching bibi sit.. = = .. he ended up falling asleep sitting! ...

:p smart Kina~ .. now i really have to toilet train him ~~ yeeesh~~

Coincidence~

2010-10-12T13:39:00.004+10:00

Its a matter of time when it comes to understanding your partner~ and for them to understand you~..

There was once when i was stressing over exams and my whole brain is thinking of the sweet potatoes in market square.. like omg..

i really wanted to ring kenneth up to tell him to buy it for me! .. but i was in the middle of the tuition .. and my time are running out as its getting later and later..

and i thought.. hmm .. aihz .. next time then~..

Ken came back home~ .. and hold a pack of sweet potatoes!!! @@ and i was like

i dont think i even hinted him or told him i wanted it! ^3^!! felt the instant sweetness keke

its a matter of time when people can start reading each others mind .. or even dont @@. im not sure..

still think it was a shock as i ask how did he know~!.. and he say he didnt @@ .. coincidence~

lol

its fun and heartwarming when u kno the person ur caring for is caring for u at the same time~..

when ur preparing food for him.. he is also preparing it for u at the same time.. and both in a shock as the food Doubles up :)~

Dont bite ya lips.

2010-10-04T22:27:00.003+10:00

Today was thinking..
wow a good day .. a good mood.. time to blog something happy ..
and life is always as it is..
the amount of happiness u get... u'll have the same amount of sadness.. on the same day.
geez..
why hey?

Phew!!

2010-09-08T22:37:00.004+10:00

Today after having my 3 deferred exams for so long..
i checked my results..
been avoiding to check it .. cos i had low self confidence of what the outcome would be..
Keke To my suprised I passed it all!!! PHEW!!!!!!! i see clear sky shining upon me!!! LOLXD
3 exams all done within 2 days isnt really an easy JOB!!
damn ... studying like a maniac for those few weeks really made me real Stressed out!!(SUPER stressed like can stress ppl who even walk near me lol)
Luckily the outcome was GoOOd!! keke!! ..
actually when i was doing the exam... i was scared to have hopes that i would pass it ~ ..
cos everytime i think i would pass.. geez.. it gave me a Shock and disappointment!
But this time :)!!!!! Damn~~ i lurve this feeling hehe~ .. all those hardwork!!!
^0^! YippY Yeh Yeh!!

Frrreeakishly long hair~ ^^

2010-08-31T11:47:00.005+10:00

Its a problem with girls who have long hair~ ..
Firstly - You cant have much designs.. its either fringe or fringe to the side or No fringe and go middle cut~
Secondly - Your hair is either curly or straight = =
Thirdly - You can Tie your hair in any shape or style you want like GAGA (which is like duh to me, cos i think i dont Suit tieing hair lorh, make my face look big LOLXD)

Most of all - .. You Mmm Seh Tak Cut it short!!! and u'll regret when ppl say u look so much better with long hair T_T.. done that! and regret max! ~

Well I really dont know what i can do to this hair~~ aishi!!

First step get my black roots dyed first ba! .. :P gonna go Find Leon now! :D wish me luck!

Painting ya Nails~

2010-08-27T14:07:00.006+10:00

:P .. was doing some afternoon studying..~~
and i looked at my nails.. as i've puted a base coat and my nails has grown longer..
its been nearly 2 years i've left my nails ugly and short @@
and something came into my head thinking ..
If i painted pink on it will i study harder? :P
lol!! reminded me back when i was in qibt, there was a guy asking why i change my nail colours
everyweek!! .. and he said is it because it the colour would make my grades really good??
lol i laughed and say yea yea yea~
and he's like .. so if u wana get A's u paint all different colours on ur nails for exam?@@ .
and im like wtf?
and the other guys were like @@ this dude is crazy!
ohwells :p~ back ta study mood~ mid exams are scaryyy*** @@

:P ~

Who knows?

2010-08-23T16:26:00.006+10:00

No one does... but you..
If you cant even judge properly... questioning others about it doesnt mean its the answer..
the answer is hidden deeply somewhere in ur heart...
its hard to unfold.. but time could probably make u realise the answer..
People ask .. how do u feel in ur heart?
I couldnt answer.. what if what i feel was illusion?
real or fake.. i really cannot differentiate the feelings i got..
This is how i felt .. strong.. but what if its just me? .. wat if i just blinded myself?
Just afraid... in the end.. the biggest enemy u have .. is urself?..
If i couldnt understand myself.. how could others?

A hug, support, advice and love... those will give a hand and help u stand up whenever u fall or seem lost..
and this is just what i got...

all the talkings is just suggestions... in the end ..
saying is easy .. doing is hard..
depending how much u want to fix the situation...
Who would know the clear picture? .. you? others? ...

No... Time will kno the clear picture...
and only time can create anything in the world..
It finds u the answer..

Who isnt a pessimist?

2010-08-12T19:40:00.002+10:00

I sure know i am at times...
SOme ppl choose to be pessimistic at times... as they wana feel shit..
and i tell you what.. This is not the fucking time for you to be a pessimist and make me feel so fucking shit.

END.!

A long letter.

2010-08-06T00:36:00.002+10:00

..
Recently ...
had too much stuff going in the mind...
send alot of sms....and got no result whats so ever~
.. and now....
after talking for a long long time...
i decided to make a appointment for us to talk as well..
there will never be time..

My own position in life.. where i stand...
and the position i am in he's heart...
the time we have to just relax... spend some time..
but no...

im tired.. i wish this will all be over..

YOU.

2010-07-28T21:34:00.003+10:00

are the biggest distraction of my life!
are the most annoying prick!
are the most stupid asshole i've ever seen!
are the hardest person to communicate in the world!
have everything i hate and yet everything i love

i hate u.

fucking hell.. im literally annoyed and distracted! must study!

My 21st with the best people in the world!

2010-07-11T15:35:00.002+10:00

a sneak peek first hehe

Blog soon ;) ..

i Shall call it...

2010-07-09T01:13:00.005+10:00

Canon!! ( kenneth?canon?get it?)
ok la cold cold lol!
Anyways ~~ im naming my new Camera Canon IXUS 130 CANON :P
or Caneth ! XD lol
ok .. when i first saw it .. i was drawn to the pink colour .. lolXD shocking hot pink!
BUt ken gave me a surprise and bought me a little blackie @@
= = .. so stoned .. straight away i ask if i could change it .. @@ hehe
was thinkin he would never ever buy me camera anymore.. since i neglected the first Camera he bought me!
could believe @@ .. he still did .. hehe ..~~
took me alot of effort to let him say YES to change colour..
to him PInk is so old and ugly .. @@ .. ..
it was until i went to the shop and saw the pink again .
disappointly .. erm .. yes .. it was a little TOO Dark Pink .. X(
soooo I kept my little Blackie :P .. Despite the colOUR...
I LURVED THE FUNCTIONS!!!!!! :P
especially Miniature Effect! ..
it Blurs the Top and Bottom part of the picture :P ..its actually Fun! .. upload picy below! ehe!

MIniature Effect :p~ .. see how it blurs :P

Normal but brighter mode :P B & I!

My Own custom colour :p .. PuppY!!!

Baby FLower :)

MIniature Effect :D

MIniature Effect :p~

Bright :P

Miniature!!!!! hehe Larry's Cooking!!!funny cos..
When we ask why all red.. he say " cos all of u pmsing .. " LOL .. ERM..
BLOOODY~~~~~

NightScene with Flash!! Hot Kenken!

Thanx B for the Camer :) i neglect it no more X} hehe

NightScene No Flash!

CooliOs Effect!!

:P~

Aku aku & AKu! :P
been having alot of trouble having a camera i could take out 24hr .. to clubs or wateva ..
Now my troubles are solve kekeke!! SLR too big for me to bring to clubs .. = = .. and its weird!
:) HAppY PapPy NaPpY!!

Lurved the Camera :P .. not the best but it takes Decent Photos in 14.1 Megapixels ;)
with new functions i certainly addicted to!! YY

MEmOrY ParTy

2010-07-04T13:27:00.003+10:00

GirlS & SIngle Guys Day Out (hahhaha cos larry came :p)!
wuahaha didnt upload much here :p .. just some snipsnap shots! keke!

Yey!! ThaNks to HowArd!!!!!

The Girls of the NIgHT! hahahahhahaha we're the first to rock the dance floor K!

:D:D! we're the VIPS! :D!

Last Grouppy Piccy!
Had a great Night! hahaha ~ Y

Sunday Market #2

2010-06-28T12:38:00.005+10:00

Back to the sunday market again for our second sale of Items! keke!

this time with more toys! more clothes :P~ & higher prices
Mum say to sell at least $5- $10 for the clothes!!
But .. aishi .. we put is to $4 and $5! ..
in the end .. still couldnt sell much till we changed it to $3 for everything .. @@ hmm~

very serious lookin kenneth!

this time we're not as tired as the first time to the market!!;)!

see see !!! .. eyes not that sleepy! kekeke!

hehe The market!! went to shop and i got a brand New valleyGirl top!!
for 10$ !! the original tag still on!! used to be 24$!! hohohohoho!

Clap Clap Clap to us !! :) .. $200.50!!! hehehehe ..
in the end we still fail to sell the stuff in a higher price!!..
found out all the asians tend to bargain more.. damn bitch!
3 dollar top they wana bargain until 1 buck! FUCK U!!! .. damn mahai piss wan lo!
already so cheap and still wana cut down! .. FUCK U!!! .. = = ..
Some customers were friendly . and i've see before since 2 weeks ago! .. :) so nice them!
there was another customer who bargain a PS2 to $13!
Fuck! kenneth say $15 for the PS2, and $20 for the whole set!
the Bitch bargain till $13 for the freakin whole shit!
mahai!.. and my good good customer heard us!! and whilst the Bitch went off to get $13!
my nice customer asked if she could buy it off us for $20 .. @@
and kenneth straight away say yes @@ omg..
and shes like " .. its ok .. just tell the other lady ur not selling to her anymore " ~~
bahh and the lady came back.. kenneth ran away( this guy .. i guess im da Boss in charge!!) ..
omfg .. she lecture like 10-15 mins.. i reckon it was long..

Start of convo:
she" $13 i wan my game"
me" har? wat game?"
she" the game the guy sell me~"
me" sorry we have no game here wat u talking about?
she" the guy sell me $13 for the game he say it where is it "
me " oh .. the game i already sold it!"
she" .. what? but he say he already sell to me!"
me" sorry he didnt tell me .. how much did he sell you for?
she" he say $13!"
me" .. oh im sorry i WOUld NEVEr ever let him sell the PS2 for that price i told him from the start that It is not Allowed... at least $20 for that PS2!"
she " but he sell me $13 dola... he canot Do that! he is no Good! "
me " sorry it wasnt him .. i didnt kno he sold it to u for such low price.. another lady already buy for $20 "
she " But he sell me already bla bla bla( anyways she just keep saying that)"
me " sorry .. or next week or something we get u another cheap PS2 .. but i cannot help .. cos i tell HIm he is not allowed to sell so cheap! it is PS2!! "

THANK GOD!! she got tired and left.. = = ... ppl were starting to draw their eyes over here!!!
felt abit guilty .. but man .. she is really a bitch .. PS2 for whole set and $13 bucks..
over da line .. i rather be a bitch and get scold for rather than letting kenneth sell it like that!
those Bargain ppl!.... hate it .. lurve my customer the Most!!! shes so nice ... not only she buy PS2 from our original price .. even some jewels also! never bargain! .. I LIKE!
man that bitch had too keep nagging like shit .. mahai!!
and i was really in a very nice tone and say sorry many times~~~ too late!!..
next time i shud put a message .. if u wana bargain .. u have to pay now.. or its sold to higher Bidder! :P
i personally didnt really wana sell the stuff to another lady for $20 bucks.. but man the bitch really went to far hey ... 13 bucks.. hmm .. i need to re-evaluate this..
it was kenneth who sold to her.. and i have a say in this .. = = .. no is no man~~
making me feel better, she didnt pay yet.. = = so?

IM Da BOSSS!! :D .. lol ...
think few weeks later could go market with geoff and them selling together hehe seems fun!

Going out with JayZ!

2010-06-28T12:15:00.004+10:00

hehehe to start the day of with a Camwhore Piccy!

and then with my nephew akakaka!

got ready ta go for Movie!! :D SHREK Last Chapter~

My ring still Shines~~ hoho~^^

:P look at Jay~~ shake head*

:D!!! Totally funny & love it!!! Must Watch this movie!!!
nearly cried! no idea why @@ so "Gan Ren!"

hehe mY stocking~~~~~

Took jay to the park where grandmaa used to live!! :p

Jayden before sliding on the Pole!!

Love this shot !! :p promoting NIKE!!!

can you see what this is? .. hehehe YK!

still Young in the heart eh Ken! :p~

trying to take a pic of Jay in the Hat!!! .. butbut .. aishi!! the chair! no effect liao!

Lastly!!! a pic with Baby!!! .. Taken by JAyden Tan! :D

It was a nice day after all~ :)~~~~~~ Y

A trip to the Art Gallery :)

2010-06-25T01:21:00.004+10:00

Went to the gallery sudenly cos ken wana see da Ron Mueck's Art lol!

yeaps.. this is what he wanted to do with it ..~

There were more poses in he's mind.. just that there were TOOO many people around

:P .. aihz.. really too many people on a weekend~

Had to warn him not to touch it!! @@ .. nearly lifted the blanket! lol

Swim with the tiny fellow~

:P i like this one the most.. hehehe .. the blue blue pool!

Ugly hairless Chicken :(

didnt take much in ROn Mueck and looked around~
Ken and 2 aboriginals.. too bad no real! if not the boobs will fly out one!! lol

lol he call me to take photo with the guys~~

Some art ~~ lol aku looking like a pro with arts lolXD

:P its cute from far~~!! honestly!

i like these.. something i think i would do back in highschooL! :D

hohohohohoho!!! if only the glass wasnt there!!!
Couldve took so much nicer camwhore shots AKAKAKA !

:P No touching .. nah-ah!

when u play the flute.. the hand will slide out... @@

AKu & the View~~

Peace! :D!

Me and B!

he tot i was having a Pouty Pose!

Nice la nice la~ .. Action #1

Action # 2 ... ok i like this one

Action # 3 .. lolXD max! ... he had another shot of this with he's top lifted uP!
Confidential .. if posted will be killed lol

YEng! .. = = i wanted to have a pic like this!! .. instead of non-stop shots..
he took he's time angle-ing until i sien and dont wana pose = ="

:P MOve move! move the Cart if u can!

lol!

BIG SUper DUper CUTE BUNNY!!!

Me and the BUnny~ hehe .. if there werent so much ppl!
would be so much better.. aihz!!

SOme photo Digi area :P

sooo elegant~~~ .. and its the original size of the piano!
Omfg .. so big and still able to glued tight on the Seals Nose!

You rock like that seal babeh! hehe

:)!!!!!! thanks to me .. he gets a niceee shot~~

Having some Coffee break in a beautiful outside area!! view of the Bridge!

=3=~~

Good service~~ hehe

Mochaaa~~~~

later on went to this Hat Gallery :P

Puhehehehehe!! not sure if im allowed! but anyways!

Theres some hat making area for kids and adults!! all free!! .. so nice~~
They are able to randomly customise a hat with papers given~

The Models on top!! all out of paperss :p!

kekek! .. have to take a pic of this!

= = ... erm .. :P my stupid idea.. but i like it hehehehehe very sampatish

went to the Dinosaur thingy .. @@ sooo pretttty !

All about Sea Turtles~ so cute!

:P Stick ur head up there!

KENASAUR!!!

hehehe pretty good job from my camera~~ the Battery ranout like after this! ~
Had fun at the gallery after the last visit like 4-5 yrs ago!!!
Missed it!!! brings back memories from highschool .. ~~ aishi!!

^^ Thanks B i had a great time taking piccy !! hehe YYY

When your out of tears..

2010-06-20T22:43:00.002+10:00

When i argue today.. so funny.. tears wouldnt come out at first...
now i do understand the song from Ah-mei ..
Infact... your heart is already crying... even thou your tears may not be coming out..
Your eyes are tired... but your heart is still sore and devastated...

Disney On Ice Show

2010-06-17T15:35:00.007+10:00

hehe was packing some of the stuff out for sale this sunday!
and then found out some Old clothes..
kenneth was like choosing some of them for me to try out.. = =
this one is pretty Cool Thou hehe!!
luckily kenneth brought he's Chinesey top from Hk!

Olden Style Feel~~

hehehe us~~ :)

Ready for Disney On Ice

:P took off with Eden,Jayden,Rose & Kenneth hehe~

Jayden is super duper tired.. check out he's eyes

hehehe cool view

with the cutiepie~~~

Kenneth camwhoring with he's new top From EBay!

Aku & B!

Lotsa kids .. @@ heaps!!

Iceskating Show :)

Eating Fish & CHippys!

hehe

hehehe me and Jayden~

PEaace .. ok la.. didnt really watch much of the show .. ^^" for kids leh..

Kenneth & Jayden~~

hehehe Swirls~~

:)

28$ toy. Damn Expensive!!!!!

:) my super duper hero~ hahaha

Situpid Idiotic ~~

Kenneth & Jayden .. hehe

hehe Eden & I ~~

When we went back home.. my man went back in doing he's
"FASHION SHOW" .. = = "

lol.. idiot..~

My NEw favourite Blue hearted Stockings hehehe!! Lurve it!YY

MaGiciTy~

2010-06-16T13:37:00.008+10:00

Hehe i tot it was Mystic , but infact it is MaGic City~~ !!
Sharon, Shireen, Ashley, i, Ruby, Courtney, Kelly & Louis, Larry~
hehe we prepared ourselves for the night of Dancing! keke~~
Let the piccy do most of da Talking ba!

lucky we took alot of pictures that night keke~~ normally we'd forget!

Ths S Sisters~~:)

SUper CUtie pic of Ashley in this one!! hehe

The COuple FUnnyFaces~

The Gentlemen of the night!

Posers~

KellY & I!

:D~

and again hehe~

:P

Shazi wazie & I!

eeks my face!! .. = = "

hehehe ~

My Honey honey~

Long Lost Pose hahahahahaha~

lol!! RUby & I!

Camwhore~~~

Drink drink drink & drink!

lol! of me!

and Shireen!

On The Dance Floor~~!!

The Dancing Stage lolXD

Non-stop Dancers~

hehehe wee~ so high?

We Dance and we .... Take Piccy!!

:P again~

Ruby And SHireen being dumb~ :p

and again~~!!

hehehe she loves me!

She love me not!! X(!

the guys again~ :D

hehehehe

FunnyFacesGirls~ :p

Had a great Night Dancing with da Girls hehehe!!! YYY

Cold Weather/Shop 4 Winter Clothes!
hehehe its cold .. and just received my eBay GoODs!!!
first of all .. :p .. have a cup of HotMilo + MarshMellows~hehe

Yumsyums~~~

B's New eBay Vest!!!

He is so Happy About it !! lolXD there were more embarassing shots LOL!

hehehe and my new Long Sleeve top! i lurve!!!! hehe

OKay Done POsting todayee :P
Tonight gonna attend to Disney On Ice Show~~~
lol with jay and eden :)

My Dream lastnight~~

2010-06-16T08:06:00.005+10:00

lol!!! cant believe it....
it was some deam boyfriend mixed version of Kenneth & Chuck Bass!!! omfg!!!
more to ChuckBass Thou lolXD Love love love!!!!!
hahahaha
= = .. in the dream i was having a argument will the .. (i'll name him) Chuckneth..XD!!! haha!
So perfect!!!! .. Even when he's angry ..
its so easy to find a way to chill him down and melt easily for ya..
and when your angry he will always find the perfect way to get you back.. XD so dreamy~~
I lUrveeee ChuCknetH!!!

= = ... aihz .. when i wake up... CANT B-LIEVE its JUST a dream .. :( situpid alarm clock = =
it is pretty impossible to find someone like that in BrisVegas bah = = ..

Productive Weekend ;P!

2010-06-13T22:47:00.004+10:00

Hehe went and had some shopping~~~
New Floral Tops Plus B had new shoes :P

= = my Men Model.. aiyaya
On Saturday Planned to cook my favourite Potato+Pork
I lurveeeeeee!! lol and also some dish B had Chosed .. @@
I failed on making Cappuchino Cuppies :( .. dono wth happened to it!!

This was the outcome for the potato Pork! ..
Abit dry! but taste great :) Our first try hehe

B's invention? .. i think or its .. Thailand FishCake with mashyPOtato as Decoration

lol My Chef wannaBe insists on making it look Pretty~..
:p it was pretty good .. heheheheh even thou he say fail on the fishcake.
Wana have another go next time on Cappuchino Cupcakes X( so down when it fail~~

SunDay Market
had a SUper super tiring night in Mystic Clubbing
Rushed Back home for a 30min-1hr sleep :( was awwfullll~~
Managed to get my ass up and climbed all the way to the toilet!!
Damn Freakin freeeezing man!! i wore like 3 layers!! ..
1 long sleeve top+ 2 jackets + a scarf!!! too cold too cOLD!!!!!
Its pretty cool @ Brisbane Market.. we pay 35$ to get in and have a space for
us to sell our rubbish lol XD

B @ the Market playing with ipad lol ..~
at the start when he went to toilet & to buy some food..
we had our first few customers..@@ .. i tot i was gonna be crazy caculating the $$!
hahah i HATE maths X(!
:p made some few bucks at the start..

hehe all the old Toys + Clothes and Jewels~~

lolXD .. watching " DOnt Mess wih the ZOhan" ~~
Our earnnings on the left... change on the Right~
Saw many kids walking around with colourful Cotton Candy ..
:p .. hehehe know wat came into my mind?
CAMWHORE!!!!! XD cant help it kekekekekeke ..
B is like later go buy later later :p ...
then suddenly he just left and suddenly pop out from the back and
say "Will you marry me " with the cotton candy on he's hand = = """
lol im like waaa~~ .. lol ..
But customer came :p ! .... ~~

hehehe ~ Sweet~ Y

hehehe faster Take a Pic of us with cottonCandy!!!
hehe a customer is like " .. u want me to help u to take a photo?"
embarassed larh*
Long Day & Super Duper Tired .. (u can see it from my eyes = = ")
Heavy headache dropping down to my eyes omG ..~~~ toooo sleeeeepy!!!

I wana be like this bird and sleeeeeeeeeeep~~ so nice!!! lol
anyways the market finished off at 12.00~~ :) we sold Most of our shits hehe
altogether made approx $120~~ hehehe Pretty GoOd for the first go i reckon :D!

Hohohohoho will update more soon!!! Piccy Of clubbing lucky we kinda took alot that night keke!
:) will have a GuDnIteSleep Tonight~~~~
pheww~~ definately productive weekend YYY

:) view from yesterday~~

2010-06-10T23:11:00.002+10:00

:p the colour changes as the time passes ~~ hehe

So Pwreeeetyy~~

Check out the pattern of the Clouds!! ^3^
:) messy patches of colours~~
totally love the sky in BrisVegas :P

Keke My new toy collection From Echoes~.. GroOm Bunny = Me!
Bride Bunny With SHirzy~~~ ..
ANd MOnKey Monkey cute cute one!!

Exams are done.. :( worried about the deferred already!!!
but before that i still have MelBy plans first!!!

HopEfully .. this will go alright ^^

Suntanning :)

2010-06-09T14:32:00.003+10:00

Hot Sunny Dayeee~ :P
Prepare some food+things to do+music+camera+Study materials ;\

:)~ .. nice day to just shine yaself!

lol definately he's Idea.. @@

:P~

:) B & i AgaiN~

He really lUrves being Roasted @@

B & I! :D

:p~ thinking~

Silva Hanging around with us~ :)

buhehehe Aku~~

Really kinda nice to just being under the sun + accompanying Silva ~

Phew. Busy Week

2010-06-03T19:33:00.001+10:00

Exams are coming next week .. X( ..

I need more luck @@!!!

Hope everything goes well~

Farewells

2010-06-02T10:37:00.004+10:00

Wynta (blackie) has recently left ~~
reminded me when my brother rang me up to tell me my Bibi 8 yrs + has passed away~
Bibi was my favourite in papua new guinea..
She loved me the most.. @@ ..
She could do practically anything just for me.. for a doggie..
She will search through the whole supermarket to look for me~
I remember back in the days in Png i had problems going to school everymorning..
Cos bibi would jump over the fence and chase me all the way @@
and i had to secretly get out of the house each time..
as chains were mostly ruined .. nothing could tie her up~
;p and no one has the strength to stop her .. hehe
Shes like my magnet Bibi~~
Shes so strong and rough.. i remember the time when i tried to hook her up with a male doggie..
she ended up Humping him .. = =""
my tomboy Girl~ lol .. XD
I know in her heart.. shes a super innocent stupid and a little dumb ..
i guess thats the reason i liked her from the start!!
She grew up with this other pup named GIGI,, a daschund mummy's favourite..
Gigi is the smart one.. hiding all her bones under her blankets in her basket...
middle of the night Gigi would dig out her bones ta have midnight snack..
Bibi would just bark at her whole night out of jealousy~~ hehehehe
so funny!.. Gigi is so smart and Bibi is just so stupid .. XD
I love this kinda mixture .. no competition~ lolXD but i always like the dumb ones!
Thinking back to those memories i had with them .. was so fun and free..~
i would bring Bibi to the shops everytime to play hide and seek~
She was the best..
i remember trying to teach her to Sit! .. she fell asleep sitting = ="
i remember dad complaining that shes too friendly~ .. and i taught her how to bark at ppl ..lol
i remember she fell off the roof.. caught by the sharp wires.. and hang there until we got back home.
shes so strong.. she had a deep cut into her ass ..
but still .. she jumped and wag her tail happily blood everywhere.. when she saw me.
= = .. i remember someone say i looked more n more like the dog.. damn* lol
but i guess its half true.. sometimes i think she is so stupid and innocent .. probably came from me.
Now im smart ok lolXD i hope.. not like before lo for sure..~ :0

All those good memories...~
Silva is the dumb one.. and Wynta is like the smart one :)
Rest in peace to all ..
hopefully Silva will soon have another partner to accompany him

couldnt post a pic of Gigi & Bibi .. X( still fixing hardisk~

Random GoldCoast Dayee~

2010-05-31T00:54:00.004+10:00

The view of the Highway :p~ just too bored~

kekeke camwhore legs!

Black & whitE Feel~

Ringo & Betsy @ their act @@ = =

Fried DuMplings~~~

the spray colours~

posing :p~

B doing he's tattoo!! Heartache!! xo

:D black Leather Jackies~

COuPles ~~ Stanley & gf~

Aku and Betsy

:P the couple taking photo in public? Metal Maker~

Anson & Gf~

Ken & Gf~

Us in the crazy Video Ride~

Camwhore shot after sticky piccy's~

GrouP PiC!

Car BumPer!

Excited boi boi

:P the dudes who hit us!

My PRINCE ChArming~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^3^

Camwhore whore sin!

B & I .. tattoos~~ pain like hell k :p .. lolXD

Y Y Y YENEK & KENEY Y Y Y

^^ YeneK

My New Babies~~~ kekekekkeke i Lub lub lub!

SunLight Effects!

Bb & he's Coolioest Tattoo~~fake one*

heheh didnt really wana showoff the fake tattoo but!
aku likie muai hair here hehehehe

Imma COOL!

My Super Bad Boy Look .. @@ scary*

hehe Showing off tattoo~~

Lastly my favourite pic :) below.

L Y O Y V Y E

hehe addicted to the Summer Flowers :)

2010-05-30T00:29:00.003+10:00

heheh love my new Stockings!! super Duper :P!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Cant wait to get over the CrazyExams & prepare 4 MelBy Trip!

BBFace Piccy!

2010-05-29T01:50:00.003+10:00

hehehehe still some polaroid pics i had to scan!!! XD

Rubby & Kelly! Sipping on LyChee Lemonade~

Some dude lol follow us whole night lolXD .. ~

Aku, RUbz, Kelz

lol!!! XD they look so awkward smiles!

Ah-B and I!

Ziztaz~~~!!!!!

Kissy muah muah~

Larry & PIggy Kelly~

Da 3 Girls ~ :p

Aku & KellY! :D

hehe!!!

Gay gay~ :p Kenneth & Larry~

:p~ Rubz Larz Kenz Kelz! :p~

Tongue TonguePOSE!

havent seen ROYEEEEEEEE 4 a super long time!!! hehehe!!
not locked up at last! :p ~

lastly!! :p .. RUbby and larry lolXD
Lotsa embarassing photos that night!! Shy ta upload keke!

FUn night & Some Cool dancing group we have that night!
Its SuperB! :D Y

CuPCaKe StrawBerry

2010-05-25T22:53:00.003+10:00

Hehe this is for Jayden's School MorningTea Party~ :p
Testing out new recipes from da Book ^^!

StrawBerry mix mix mix!! ;)!

Pink Icing prepared Plus the cakes Ready for BakiNg!

The Beautiful OutCome ^o^!!!
the Strawberry abit watery Paiseh~!! made it looked yucky~~
But the taste damn like Strawberry!
Ken and jay say better than the choc & hazel ones!!

Gonna Try out More TypEs!!! ^3^ Y

Having it all :)

2010-05-23T01:05:00.006+10:00

These few days been thinkin too much and worried too much .. (sorry!)
its time to get everything outta my chest & have a good New start=w=!!

Few days ago :p ... Fried up muai cutie Star Shaped Egg! ^^

:P .. Punk Up my Hair! Kenneth Insists Rose to help me do it! :p~
Gets the make up done! ..

Camwhore Shots Done! ..

Camwhore with B Done! ..
Here we go to BabyFace! ^o^
Great Night with Some really Great Dancers that night!! Phew Not so wasted and just
the right amount of drunKness ;P ( Upload Piccy SooN!)

Next Day Got tired and end up not going to GC .. instead i bakes some cuppies for Geofs HouseWarming :P

Letters :P Shapes :) Mini CUpCakes!!

Jayden Eating all he can... as always = =
ShuDve Taken a pic of Eden eating them! her mouth and hand full of chocs!!! lolXD

Hot PoT in geoff's New place! :p~ .. somehow the place looked exactly like the
previous house! .. Just Much CLEANER!! geez..

KellY Made SOme Pudding :p .. lolXD .. with Strawberry Jam oN!

Take a CLOSERRRRRRR Look .. @@ .. we were all joking and say the jam looked like
it has sperm on it @@ .. SPerm + Period blood On a Booby Nipple Shape Pudding @@ .. LOL ..

Lastly My initial Y!!!!!!!!! :) .. keke Brought some good Cake Making stuff today~
and ingrediants for B to start acting like a Pro-Chef! CoOked us some JuiCy Omellete!! DelIciOus!

Imma Addicted to Baking , B addicted ta CooKin.. lolXD Y

ShAzie'S BiRthDayee

2010-05-19T23:45:00.004+10:00

:p .. HappY Birthday Babe!!! ^o^!!
Party more, 38 More, CamWHore More!!!!
LuB Ya Foreva!

Planning Ahead :p

2010-05-07T21:22:00.002+10:00

hoho!! Melbourne Trip 15th July -18th July~~~
Phew!!! Our main Target is to see Snow & go snowBoarding! :p~
Many people in the to go list! keke
apparently few of us had already bought our cheap tickets!! yey!
Now we'd just have to look for hotels where everyone could stay in :)!
Plan plan plans... ~~ where else shud we go in melby neh!!
The Maze?
The Beach?
Meet da PenGuins?

Definately ShoppIng & Snow Boarding!
cant wait!!! 2 months to go!!!!!! ^^!! YYY

Omg~@@

2010-05-06T13:20:00.006+10:00

Oh man! So so so weird @@.
Kenneth had a webcam session with he's relatives using my laptop!..
I rarely webcam to strangers! or even relatives already neh!!
and suddenly he's relatives asked for me to say hi .. yikes!
so Shy and unprepared @@
Kenneth kept pushing my laptop in the bad angle of my side lol damn~
and then i just run to he's back and pop my head out and wave to camera ..
Shy x_x...
Couldnt use my microphone but i could hear them~ .. lol damn shy to hear all those comments @@
their like webcaming in the restaurant!!!! weirdest thing of all
and then mummy came to join to just wave at Kenneth's godMother & godPa
XD their like "wuuuu aunty Ho Leng Wo~~~~!!"
hahaha mum shy max! and then i ran in and out .. didnt have makeup on la!! eeks!
Best Point i like is they say Kenneth become Fat!! @@ ..
but they shouldnt use the word fat! or my boy gonna go on diet again @@ lolXD
Anyway .. weird experiance.... feels too weird to explain @@

:( oh well here goes... assignment season which i hate the most .. god bless me!
wheneven assignment comes i blog even more!! shit !

Jayden 05/05 turning Five!

2010-05-06T00:03:00.004+10:00

:P 5 years old already neh! ~
big Boy now & just like he's daddy~ lUrves racing cars ~
ohwell! 2 transformer robots 4 ya birthday! keke!

First you make a wish! :P he said he wants more presents lolXD

@@ dont play with fire kids!! gee`

Jayden 5 at last!

Grandpa & Grandma~~ :)

:P .. took him so Long ta blow up the Candles!!
even Eden Helped out neh and blew the 2nd one!

HaPpy BirThDayee My DeaRest Nephew~~ ^o^ Y

Random post #2!

2010-05-05T00:11:00.004+10:00

buhehehe!
COntact Lens Came! i conquer!
@@ not use to it
B kept making comments when i wear it..
like its a bad bad thing~ and a fake beauty!
ohwell .. i see 80% of the ppl outside are wearing it maaa gee~~

anyway! camwhore while u do have it on!
dont waste it akaka!

Buddha Festival~

2010-05-04T09:27:00.000+10:00

:P Colour Ferris Wheel~ Lovely Fireworks! Photo Taking time! keke!

New Style!

2010-05-03T21:21:00.001+10:00

Was playing with all the different html stuff programming javashits
and came out with this new layout i got from the net buakak! manage to keep my own thing!
Lub it

Prejudice?

2010-05-02T21:48:00.000+10:00

Honestly, is this what you called prejudice?
Disliking a person for being such a dickhead and jerkface?
Actions speaks louder than words, and he's actions were shit.
Even now i see no improvements.
and because of that.. u eventually gain no respects from US.
its what you do that made me react this way.
So fucking do not disturb me in the middle of the fucking night when im trying to get good rest!
Asshole.
i do not wish to be part of it so fucking dont bug my life.

ur phone will be officially saved in the list and Ignored during midnights.

Random post

2010-04-29T09:47:00.003+10:00

:P since someone's been complaining lol!

Muai different color cons! :P ..
the left eye and right eye are both diff colors.. = ="" ..
i guess i lost the other half of it lo..
soo might just camwhore abit with the leftovers ekeke
Camwhore & throw away~ :p at least i used it.. lol

Drink like Before!

2010-04-20T17:52:00.002+10:00

18/04/2010

:p .. old times old fun~ again! hehe
Happy birthday Nah kellYYY

Time flYs~

2010-04-19T16:33:00.005+10:00

Last Year of today i said Yes to the start of relationship.
and from that day we think of wat would happen with he's 1 year holiday visa comes to an end.
and our answer was just to spend everyday together as much as we could..
in the end .. we wanted to stay longer ... visa complications.. problems occur..
he's days to leave was getting closer... everything seemed like its coming to an end..
finally .. it was us who saved us..
its not fate that force us to break it.. cos we tried everything we could .. and we did it :)

its such a mystery how we ended up together...
we didnt talk more than 10 sentences when we knew each other..
all we did was hitting each other heads and then he would runaway ..@@
and the sparks just came :)

when i first notice him ..
he seemed like a dark/angry/speechless dude.. @@
giving everyone the bad attitude while serving us .. lol
i never really notice the waiterboy cos i concerntratde on my ktv and games lol!
it was when i went ta Klubkandy and some random guy hits my head.. @@ ..
then i notice it was the waiterboy from echoes .. :P geez hey~
and people from echoes starts telling me stuff about him liking me..
and at that time i was so depressed as my close friends left me~...
Bryan accompanied me to echoes for some random session of singing..
and this waiterboy came in himself and ask us wat we'd like to drink
and then from that day on ... i start to get free drinks lolXD
and this guy memorised my birthday...
still i did not know he's name... @@ .. i just named him waiterboy for that whole month!
Sharon and i would be guessing what his name would be..lol . lmao!
and it was a week before we were together that Sharon! .. lol! she found he's name in FaceBOOK!
Facebook is sure Scary! .. damn~~
I didnt kno anything about him except hes name, and i thought he was like at least 18 years old!!
lol. and wonder why i liked him @@ .. oh god...
i guess its from all the hitting and running and covering he's face when he sees me @@

Our first date was weird as...
We're mainly strangers .. well to me we were, cos i knew nothing about him, but he knew alot about me
going for dinner .. feeding each other lol! like newbie relationship max .. wana pukeLOL
and on that day it was also the first time to have a real conversation with him .. lol!
i guess we just clicked into it .. :P

Our Very First PIcture. lol

and now ..~~

when u like someone.. and that someone likes u back... its just magical how things just falls into place.
Happy Anniversary again mybitch..Y

Anniversary~

2010-04-16T21:58:00.004+10:00

14/04/10
:)
Sadly we both had lotsa studying to do :(
Only had time to take some sticky piccy for the day...~

keke only had last min plans for some 2 people dinnah!
& then head off to the Ferris Wheel :P~

Time just flies to fast when u have someone for you everyday :P

The Last Year of Today..

2010-04-13T20:47:00.003+10:00

What was i doing?
9.00+ PM: Preparing all the make up, dressing.. for Easter Klubkandy :p~

12.00+ AM: First muah muah (:

Wishing you a very..

2010-04-09T23:45:00.000+10:00

:)!

EgGtarts Piccy!

2010-04-05T19:43:00.001+10:00

EggTartS! :P

2010-04-04T01:13:00.002+10:00

heehee Made EggTarts Todayeee with B! :p~
First Go! & Ratings were pretttty good? keke!
Upload piccy SoOn!

Already Different.

2010-03-28T15:49:00.004+10:00

You make me so bloody damn speechless.
now, these few months,
You cant say ur mind is clear,
You cant say u know who is at fault
YOU CANT judge..
until..

you really let go. you'll get ur true answers
now= nothing.
i hope you could let this go...
cos even now i think my sister is doing better than YOU!
:) None the naggings~ and just try your best to let go~

= =

2010-03-28T02:28:00.006+10:00

No matter how much u love that person or what you think about the future and so on...
just follow ur heart..
if u love the person .. just love...
You wouldnt wana look back and regret that you actually couldve done better. tried harder.

To REGRET what you HAVENT done????
or to REGRET something u have done???

which sounds better?
Doing nothing?
or doing SOMEthing?

:P

This was the question i asked myself before stepping into my relationship.
Half of my friends/family stopped me from starting a relationship which will have a bad ending.
and only a few says to just go with the flow and life is short ... why not?
and thanks to that.. i got in ... and thinkin back.. if i didnt even start it .. i will regret the rest of my life.
Cause no one knows what my future will be... it'll prolly be shit or i'll be with another guy
and the memory i have with him are jus arguments.
duh? .. so wat? At least i loved and i've learnt.
i remember regretting not telling my first love that i loved him as well..
and it felt so bad .. that until now... it haunts me sometimes~ lol

There was a long time ago .. i saw this bracelet in genting, i really wanted it, but i didnt buy.
i regret for many many many many years just because i didnt purchase it!
and i told so many ppl about my regret :( cos i liked it so much!
Well I was Lucky this time!
thanks to my beloved cousin Sunsun @@ i was surprise!!! she mailed it over to me!
and solve that regret of mine after so many years!!!
but Love isnt something u can purchase when u want..
it isnt something that someone could just send you when u regret.
It wont mean that it'll give you a second chances. Cos it wont be the same.
What if u regret the rest of ur life that u didnt tried or at least done better or love all you can?

You wouldnt know.. wat if there is no one standing in the future waiting for you..
or maybe the one in the future is already standin beside you?

:) .. life is short.. Just put the power to full and do all you can~

Raining again.

2010-03-25T23:52:00.001+10:00

i kno.. again.. not outside...
but inside...
after the rain.. awaits for the rainbow ba..
i hate hate hate the rain...

Awkward =S

2010-03-24T13:56:00.001+10:00

Being in the same class with ya ... ehem previous relationship.
Thats Awkward.. @@..

sometimes.

2010-03-22T20:26:00.002+10:00

You just have to compromise..
work it out..
try wateva you can at least to improve this ..
I've tried even thou it didnt work out like i want it to be.. still..
im trying. forever.. i will try try try and improve us :) ..
Less arguments :) .. more Happy moments.. :P
misunderstandings wont be between our Luv~

^u^ Heart.

2010-03-17T15:30:00.003+10:00

You wont know wat it truly is until you
really found one that makes you lose control.

then you'll learn...
starting from that day on....... you'll learn.....
alot. :)

Reminder :)

2010-03-16T01:12:00.004+10:00

Study hard ..

Do it for u!!!

Do it for him~

no matter how hard it could be..

i will be able to snap another happy shot after the rain~

Hansel & Gretel lost in the woods.

2010-03-13T14:29:00.016+10:00

Yenyen & Kenneths Creates a witch Trap!! :P

:p the House was so failed man~ <3

Differences

2010-03-13T04:35:00.004+10:00

to put Love more on him or on you?
or to Love her so you want her to love herself?
or to just love urself when ur with him?
love him cos he could provide for u?
love becos ur happy and not stressful?

:( .. wat i think is.. Love is just complicated and full of new feelings i could never expect.
most of all.. its being scared..
scared to lose the one u love in ur life.
and there is just tooooooooo many ppl i love in my life that im scared to lose ..
all of you :)
love u heaps. make my life whole

Study Now.

2010-03-11T15:50:00.003+10:00

Bah Uni Starts and Codings filling up my mind..
Die die die .. i hate codes & programming..~
why the hell i choose IT ... = = ..
anyways .. add oil add oil!!!!!

:s .. bad weekly timetable as well.. aiyeee~~~~

Heart~

2010-03-08T23:31:00.000+10:00

Self... Fish.

2010-03-07T17:11:00.002+10:00

Love can make everyone turn bad or good.
some can make u realise how selfish you had been acting to ur other partner.
Me myself had been selfish to him in a very very bad way ...
still trying learning and hoping i could change my ways of loving him.
Recently after reading so much crap.. i figured
all along that blog has been writing about nothing good but mostly 80% bad about their partners.
A anniversary could be a complaint letter~
Some stuff that came out of love could be replaced as a burden you say you've returned.
wat is love? ..
SOmething u give and want something in return?
reminding someone how much u have done for them?
Making ur partner feel miserable? (maybe.. lol!)

man .. but all of those.. aihz..
wake up my friend.. = = ..
wasnt an anniversary suppose to be nice and sweet instead? ..

but thank you ..
reading all that make me treasure my B. more. cos perhaps i was acting as selfish as you were.

needa learn :)~

1 word. Just continue the journey.

2010-02-27T11:48:00.001+10:00

No matter how many times i've complained :P ..
hehe i got many answers from how i got throught it.
Some listened until i felt okay again :) thanks
Some just gave some advice and keep me chilled with Chilled pills :) thanks
Some let me type the whole night even thou he's busy and stress about other stuffs :) thanks
Some takes me out for a drink or some exercise :) thanks
My Books lets me write and scribble in them :) thanks
My Chocolates made me felt better :) thanks
I love my family and friends... cos they are the one who made me feel better everytime i had an episode.
not to mention the one who i caused the episode on :) sorry

Who is there for him when im going throught all these emotions?
FatBoy, i will try and learn and be there for u when u feel all these so just let me in and dont be scared.

it is always the two way thing.
i gave so much lectures and my opinions this week that even my own problem appeared.
and i wouldnt let go, its something i have to go throught and i will handle it.
cos he is going throught the exact same thing.... and if he could do it.. i should be able to!
i remember many many many months ago where we have just started.. argued everyday about some particular stuff..
i tot i went back home crying all alone.. and im the only one thats sad...
after few weeks... ppl at he's work place told me how sad he was the whole night...
:( it wasnt just me alone...
Y u b
Y my family
Y my friends
:)

in the end i carried on .. even if it might be hopeless in the end.. but i trust that our love might .. maybe .. who knows? create something? ..
at least we are carrying the same luggage and going to that destination we love.

Dont know.

2010-02-26T18:48:00.001+10:00

Dont know wats happenig anymore. emotions tension stress..
aihz.. nothing pushing me forward...
hmmm

Life

2010-02-08T23:05:00.007+10:00

No Matter how shit and sad u feel sometimes...
You'll have no idea how u moved from One happy shot to Another.
:) loving it.

The trip.

2010-01-30T23:10:00.001+10:00

The trip certainly made everything seemed better.. :)
Lucky.

Just some pics~ :)
More on fb hehehe Y love it

Part 3.

2010-01-22T09:41:00.002+10:00

feelings
couldnt help it.
dont know what to do.
get blackmailed at the same time whilst arguing.
maybe maybe its time.
its time to finish off.
its time to go ...
how long can this last?
family is forever wat about this?
i tragically do not kno ...
someplace in my heart are left with uncertainty
uncertain of the future ... my life... the one...
if there is one thing i could cut of my life ...
i think i would want to cut myself out of this world..
be nothing but air.
air could not think nor worry .. just be nothin seems just perfect.
it doesnt have a heart to go crazy sad loved nor anything at all you can think of.
it wont be hot or cold sick or healthy.
starting of the year till now has been practically bad and unhappy.
everything is full of bad news bad news and more bad news.
wheres the good?
being nothing wont harm anyone you love or not love.

Part 2.

2010-01-22T09:35:00.003+10:00

Stresser than ever.
= = just heard from rubbz that its gonna be raining on the whole trip.
Bad starting of the trip.. wat about the rest?
i need some time...
some time alone...
i miss peace.

words cant express how shit i feel now.
falling apart...

How long can u resist?

2010-01-21T13:25:00.003+10:00

= = man so so so super fking annoyed.
Everyday nag everyday yell everyday everyday .. every single freakin day.
When u think today is such a good sunny day ... there will alwayz be someone who yells at u
and screws it all up.
Fark man?
even when u wana leave ur juices in the fridge so u can finish it up later.. u'll get yelled at.
What is the mighty freakin big fridge for?
Mahai if i cant even leave my drink in there for a min then wtf is all the cold drinks in there for?
some ppl get to move out and miss out all the freakin yelling.
Plz acknowledge how i feel staying in this freakin noisy house 24hrs.
When will my peace come back again.. = = ...
when? when? WHEN!! WHEN DA FARK ITS GONA COME BACK!!!!!!
im farking annoyed i've been yelled at not almost.. But YES! everysingle freakin day.
Small tiny stuff.. and do u kno how annoying is that?
i wonder why would u wana yell at someone with something so small to argue about..
why make all that farking fuss?
its just something small .. why make such a Big freakin deal?
Im just tired and i have no one to stress it out to! ..
for the past few weeks i've been yelled so many times im kinda tired to TALK!
I even get yell by going to work! (driving situation)
and when thats solve i literally had to ask my Family to pick me up from work..
and what do i get? ...
I get yelled by asking . ( for gods sake how could i fucking kno its gonna be busy that day? )
Fucking hell .. no work .. u'll get fucked..
got work.... u'll still get fucked..
then wat the fuck should u do?
just shut up and be a invisible person is the best.
at least u wont be pressure every fucking second of the day that u MIght .. maybe get yelled again!?
wheres the fucking love come from? yelling?
come on .. not 24 fucking hours okay .
im just so pissed!!!
i have to be pressure how my bf blend into the ppl and be pressured when i will get yelled .. my god.
fucking pressure makes me wana move out .. = =
at least its not 24 hrs fucking yelling ... maybe only 3-4 hours a day.. = =

Im tired. she and he are getting old... = = .. the older they get the more yelling u'll get.

New Year Resolution

2010-01-02T19:07:00.005+10:00

1. Find a proper better job so that we can get over this yr without financial problems
2. Save up some Money for Vacation! :) . Thailand? i hope!
3. Improve my studies!!
4. try not to be a FNF lol .. aihz.
5. go to the Beach at least 3 times!!!! .. mY god. 2009 i only went to the beach once!
Thats all i can thing of for now :D but yeah at least theres something right?
hehe HappY New Year! YY

New Year 2010

2010-01-02T00:12:00.002+10:00

Hopefully everyone will have a better year especially those who had lotsa car debts in 2009! lol
:) Had fun drinkin till sunrise ....

Xmas :)

2009-12-30T15:09:00.000+10:00

Had a lovely one with B~ :P
Love d pressies hehe!

Do you love me today?

2009-12-24T02:04:00.004+10:00

K: B~~~ Do you love me today???
Y: ......... maybeee........

and then all of a sudden he goes dog day afternoon at me = = ...
Ruby and i were sharin our answers .. lol! and i've learnt some new ones LOL!

1# I'll love you tomoro ( this is my fav!!^^ i'll find a chane to say it when im pissy mood! lol)

B... I heart u always even if u make me so pissed off at times. =3=

another day... soon to b another yr.

2009-12-09T21:09:00.003+10:00

life just keeps going on no matter wat situation ur stuck in..
hopefully it'll be a better yr...
Green tea & Lemon flew away .....
hopefully their doing alright in the new environment and can handle wild life well~~
:)

Dont kno how.

2009-11-06T00:08:00.002+10:00

mi ont a ogod fg.
i eckorn htis nglo sidtncae alrietonpshi sujt ondt krow orf em.
i usges i earlyl ened meti ot erlna.

Lost in the imaginery world.........................
lost........

Differences.

2009-11-02T15:28:00.003+10:00

Everything seemed different when it comes ta LDr.
Felt like im with someone else..
a different person..
a someone i do not like nor love.
its shocking how an environment could change you into.
Feeling single for a reason as if my partner has gone to a place i cant get hold of..
i miss the person that came into my heart....

slowly... slowly.........
moving...

away.

Dont understand.

2009-11-01T18:19:00.002+10:00

heard from somewhere somehow..
if you love something.. set it free..
time to let go ....

Some people = = .......

2009-10-27T23:48:00.001+10:00

They wana PISs you off..
Mahai bitch! .. knnccb!

Afraid

2009-10-15T23:51:00.006+10:00

SOmetimes u hope for the best and wish things would turn out right.
But there is alwayz a feeling inside you that reminds u what ur afraid of might just come true..
Im scared......
Alot of things i cant just leave it for luck to handle..
BUt that might be what i just need... a miracle...

:( hopefully everything everything everthing goes well...

bitch.

2009-09-09T22:45:00.002+10:00

you alwayz keep me frustrated and annoyed!!!.. = =
idiotbOdoh.

Should i ..

2009-08-17T22:31:00.002+10:00

i wana leave..
i wana be alone..
but i cant...
felt like im stuck ...
if there is no future...
why not let go? ...

Just 4 Fun!

2009-08-05T23:04:00.003+10:00

Bah!!!! gonna be real busy these comin months!!!
i've chosen 4 subjects and arghhhhh their freakin Hard!!!
Hopefully hopefully i'll survive!
feeling a little bit stress @@ . and about my carcrash last yr my god!
Hope everything will work out soon!!!!!
feel like cutting my hair .. hmm .. should i???

I miss my babes .. :( ..
lucky for the moment i have kenken accompany me..
aihz ...

How long can u ...

2009-07-30T01:58:00.002+10:00

Ignore.

Mahai! .. and im about to explode!!!!
I wana fucking kill the Silent Jealousy i hold...
Man .. How I wish theres a girl infront of me who i hate and yell
Mother Fucking CHao Hai! go Screw Ur OWn Life Bitch!!!!!!!!!!!! MatHA FUKin Dont COme TO MINE!

pissed pissed freakin pissing me off.

Uni starts .. aihz .. bless me.. = = chillax plz.

Addicted to this song.

2009-07-20T02:21:00.001+10:00

Man In the Mirror

Love this. He was such a legend yo.

^3^. July 13. Make a Wish

2009-07-14T00:17:00.002+10:00

keekee after Having dinner with my Darling Couzzies and Funnyass JAcky
B & i went ta plaza for some games and left searching for a cake @@ ..
He complained that i ruined my cake the other day and didnt have a proper one.
lol! The shops were like all close and the only place that has it is ...
....
...
..
"O" MaC'DoNald!!!

BUakaka ^^ he has to sing alone @@ ..

An Early one.. :P

2009-07-13T00:52:00.003+10:00

hehe Luckily B has Taken a Photo of it before it started!!!! but man! i want good quality!!
Love u ShaZie!!! She Blew up da ballOons (n gave instructions ta kenneth?)!!! Yikes! and got a bad headache after it!!

hehe it was too awkward when everyone came.. was too shy ta take a photo of it myself hehe~~
I cant camwhore infront of too many ppl la! yeee But i Love the Y.E.N !!!

ChocolaTes ... every yr? lol!

This is the only photo i dont look as much awkward or with smudged eyes ba!!! my God!

At the end of the day! .. of cos i need my Camwhore!!
i'll die without it lol!!!!!!!! jking k!*
but i'll definately need to take a pic at the end of the day with my Bitch!
since he has been running all day/night!!

Love you all..... :)

Felt the Sweetness heee!

2009-07-12T20:58:00.008+10:00

heehee.. i was working this other day..
and my B,,,,,itch didnt even give me a call = = ..
after work i went and pick him up at a friends place..
He was holding a plastic bag with newspapers in it.

Me : @@ oi wat do u have there why so many newspaper? ( reaching out to touch it )
He : Dont touch! .. its my lunch!
Me : .. arh?? ur lunch??? ... or u mean dinner for later?
He : ya .. Wayne gave it to me gah..

= = damn weird.. since when does a guy makes dinner for this other guy... eleh ..
then we drove back home to get some stuff for me to go gym and him to work.
i started searching for my hair tie at the corner of my cabinet where my toys are..
When Kenneth jumps out acting all weird and throwin my toys all back to the cabinet yelling
" What are u lookin for huh~~ .. @@!! .. "
and im like ".. for my hair tie lo!.. why u so gan chiong .. @@ .. "
By the time he could cover it! i saw a Red Ribbon on a newspaper Box!
Bah!! i turned my head to him and started laffing ..
He: WHat did u see huh! what did u see!! why are u laffing!! !!!!
Me : hahahaha i dono .. err .. lol!! hahaha

hahaha anyway he gave up and say ".. ok la ok la! .. u saw it anyway!! TvT ..
this isnt my plaN!!!! Go to the toilet to the 3rd cabinet!"

and im like hurh .. @@ .... " for wat oh!?"

He : Just goooo~~~~~~

so i went and saw this

lol laff die me .. ... makes me think that my boots are discusting and needs ta be washed!lol PLEASE!

= = stoned* = = idiot*

His english cracks me up! .. hahahha ..
Now i kno the reason why the present was hidden there!!! ..
akakaka!

He : I wanted to make u run around the house ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = =

lol! cut3! Lub ya!!

Feelings.

2009-06-13T23:19:00.002+10:00

AIhz.. okay larh ..
Im so so so slacking off from studying at the moment...
Was chatting to My Lovely Shireen last night ..
and checked back into some ehem's facebook ...
lol!! ..
apparently it feels so weird...
How do u teach urself to move on? .. When memories are carved into ur heart...
So .. so... so... Weird....
The feelings are totally different ...
Unsure whether its less deeper or? ..
Anyways...

One thing im sure of..
Im Happy. :)

Yen's new task.....

2009-06-09T23:11:00.002+10:00

Bah!!! .. to Study Hard Hard ExTRa HArd This WEEK! ..
and a mission to finish off during PNG!

Cute? ... ^3^ Their so tiny that my hands are gonna die TvT

Assignment 2 Completed.

2009-06-01T19:55:00.005+10:00

Finally we have finished our 2nd assignment....
even thou we kinda have to restart it all during the progress of making the puzzle.

:) Y

Assignment of the Week ^^

2009-05-24T00:39:00.003+10:00

Uni has been killing me with crazy assignments this week .. omg ..
While i rush off typing all the crap i can on my assignment my Anata worked on hes...
keekee

I helped out to Cuten it out!! akaka

BFFs.

2009-05-13T12:45:00.002+10:00

Even when you dont talk to each other that much anymore.
Even thou they are in another world another environment.
You will know how close you are still with them by just a phone call.

missing my babes.....

Life.

2009-05-12T12:37:00.000+10:00

So many things has happened.
Arron's Married... was close to teared up as the bride and groom exchange their vows.
EEkz .. so bad that my baby and the others all couldnt turn up this year :(
Instead of hogging to my babes im hogging to this little boy the whole night akaka.
HAHAHA!! .. Thats for not coming back Shireen!!!!! keekee!

Hopefully we'll have a better family reunion next yr :D ~

To My Baby Nephew!

2009-05-05T16:21:00.002+10:00

ahhhh i super super super miss Jayden Tan!!!

So bad!!! this year i dint get the chance to celebrate he's 4th Birthday with him hey! ..

HapPy Birthday My Baby Nephew.!

A Gift!

2009-04-25T14:02:00.002+10:00

From My Big Fat Baby Boy ^3^ Y

Sweet.

2009-04-21T11:07:00.000+10:00

Follow the wind .. ~~ ^^

^^

2009-04-19T14:08:00.002+10:00

I guess not counted as Kelly's Birthday since its after 12.00 :P

A day to remember..